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Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex
• Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex
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Date of upload: May 17, 2019 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
the sexual tension between this song and my depression 😻
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“ I don’t want to die, I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.”
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"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures shattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide. I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness. He spoke to me with tears on his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I saw that trumble( my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home. He would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting on me.
The day after my suicide. I felt my sisters love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Processing moments.
The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing it.
At night, I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said "so many dreams we had", " so many loved ones", "so many people were going to meet", "you had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away? You must have a lot of courage to end your life.
Why didn't I use that courage to win?""
Thank God it was just a vision.
To remember. You are still here and your can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest.
-Stranger on YouTube
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I love staying up late just to play this song while staring at the ceiling. Everyone’s asleep, The house is quiet, I feel happy in those moments. When it’s raining, makes everything 10x better. This may sound weird, but while I do that I feel peaceful, and less stressed. Music really does wonders.
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"I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna f*cking die.
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright"
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dude i can’t explain it but i don’t wanna die..i just don’t wanna exist anymore. you know? like i just wanna disappear for a little bit without any worries ahead.
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Am i the only person that's not depressed and still likes these types of music
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Im proud of having listening to this song before TikTok
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It's so fucking miserable seeing everyone your age going out into the world finding love, friends, and finding themselves while you sit at home contemplating to end your life. I wish I had a life of my own, I wish I don't have to feel like this.
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"i just wanna be...appreciated"
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Both this song and the comment section is like a warm hug on a cold night ♡
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Apocalypse. This song is like noticing the rain outside and choosing a midnight drive in a convertible. It's like being soaked in the water without a care in the world and keeping the radio on volume two. It's like pulling onto the highway at 2:46AM and being one of the only cars in sight. It's like reminiscing in the memories of them with you. It's like imagining them with you as you stop in the middle of the road, not a car in sight. It's like looking towards the sky as the rain grows heavier and blankets your face and hair and body in precipitation, the sound of their laughter bubbling over in your ears and in your mind. It's a feeling of longing and misery, but also euphoria. It's the feeling of missing someone so, so dearly, yet being able to cry and laugh at the same time because this is the best you've felt in months. It's a song of remembrance and of the future to look forward to. It's a bittersweet song. Apocalypse.
[i honestly don't know what possessed me-- i just woke up, so please disregard anything not to your liking ^^]
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I love reading comments, I feel like we are all friends and tell each other about our problems and feelings..
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I'm not suicidal, but i dont want to wake up anymore. I wish i could just stay asleep forever, lost in my own head and replaying crazy dreams. My real life has become useless, meaningless. I'm just tired.
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This song, especially this version, changes my mood really quickly. I could be happy and change to sad asap when I listen to this, opposite to that when I feel sad it could change to happy in no time. It's crazy
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Sad music is so beautiful, like I'm not necessarily sad or depressed but listening to these slowed, sad songs open up a whole different feeling that you don't get from anything else.
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parents - you're not good enough
school - you're worthless
friends - we're all fake
music - i'm here for u
hotel - trivago
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Why is everything better slowed
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I knew a boy, he was so empathetic and caring, it was scary. I enjoyed and loved every second talking to him. Now I don’t know where he his. I hope he’s safe and healthy, doing well. Cigarettes After Sex was one of his favorite bands. Apocalypse was our song. I never knew how lucky I was to be with him and have him in my life. I never realized how much I loved him. Now we can never have the relationship we once had. I felt so safe talking to him. He would talk to me about how cruel and unfair the world was. I don’t know if he still thinks about me anymore. The very last thing he ever told me was that he hated me. “I hate you”. I’m still waiting for the day I can see and talk to him again. Don’t take anyone for granted.
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@clark7000
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Reasons to live: 1: We would miss you. 2: It’s worth it to be alive. 3: It does get better, believe it or not it will eventually get better. 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise. 6: God made you for a reason, you have a purpose. 7: There is always a reason to like you may not know it right now, but there’s always a reason to live. 8: So many people care about you. 10: You are amazing 11: I don’t even know you and I love you. 12: I don’t even know you and I care about you. 13: There are plenty of other people that love you. 14: There are plenty of people that care about you. 15: God loves you. 16: God cares about you. 17: Sometimes will be really tough, but it will just make you a stronger person. 18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about all the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them if your dead. 19: I want you to be alive. 20: People care about you, they are about you even more than you know it. 21: You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die. 23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you die. 24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you die. 25: listening to really loud music. 26: Killing yourself is never worth it, you’ll hit both yourself and the people who care about you. 27: There are so many people that would miss you including me. 28: You’re preventing a future generation, your kids, from even being born. 29: You are Gorgeous. 30: Someone out there loves you. 31: How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve your life if you die? 32: Proving people wrong with your success. 33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 35: You’ll never have the feeling of waking into a cold building on a hot day. 36: Being stupid in public just because you can. 37: Helping other people. 38: You have a future to live for. 39: Being alive is just real good. 40: Not being alive is just really bad. 41: Finding your soulmate. 42: All Nighters. 43: Sleeping in all day. 44: You can look back at your self later in you life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide. 45: Nobody will ever be like you. 46: Your Unique. 47: Puppies. 48: Puppy Kisses 49: Netflix. 50: Decorating the Christmas tree. 51: The kind of dreams that wake you up and you can’t stop smiling. 52: Breakfast in bed. 53: New Clothes. 54: New Shoes. 55: New books by your favorite authors. 56: Sunrises and Sunsets. 57: Friends. 58: The Ocean. 59: Sunlight that is warm on your back but not too hot. 60: Your Family. 61: Inside Jokes. 62: Birthdays. 63: Christmas. 64: Family Traditions. 65: The taste of your favorite food. 66: Watching your favorite tv show. 67: Watching your favorite Movie. 68: The adventure of going somewhere new. 69: The ability to persue what ever you choose ( there are over 7 billion people on Earth, don’t be afraid to be you ) 70: To earn money and rewards. 71: You can always flip your life around. 72: To find the perfect job of career. 73: Pizza. 74: Kittens. 75: New Haircuts 76: Awkward moments you can look back to and laugh. 77: God is Good. 78: The world needs you. 79: Roller Coasters. 80: Showers. 81: Cake. 82: Growing old. 83: Growing old with the person you love. 84: Singing. 85: Sleeping. 86: Ice Cream. 87: Eating warm cookies straight out the oven. 88: Food in general. 89: Movie nights. 90: Candy. 91: Popcorn. 92: Daydreaming. 93: The happy moments. 94: Halloween 95: Sleepovers. 96: Parties. 97: Having a good personality. 98: Making people happy. 99: Bonfires. 100: Sitting on rooftops. 101: Going on vacation. 102: Hearing crazy stories 103:Telling crazy stories. 104: Treehouses 105: Starbucks 106: You’ve changed someone’s live. 107: If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 108: Everyone has a talent including you. 109: Eating crazy food. 110:Hanging out with your friends. 111: Nobody can ever replace you. 112: You have so much to live for. 113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do. 114: Living life to the fullest. 115: Heck, I would miss you like crazy. 116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you died. 117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you. 118: Your future kids will never come to existence of you die right now. 119: You could save someone’s life. 120: You are too beautiful to disappear. 121: You are bigger than any of your problems. 122: You are never alone in this struggle. 123: Tomorrow is another day, please be there to see it. 124: You are worth more than you think. 125: But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, anything could happen. 126: Sex. 127. Bitches 128. Money 129. Hentai 130. Porn 131. You would just hurt other people if you would harm yourself. 132. Nobody REALLY wants you to kill yourself or harm yourself. 133. You are the fucking best, bro / sis. 134. Memes 135. Just chill out, smoke some weed, relax, be with friends. 136. Pray to God. 137. Listen to this song. 138. Make more n more memories. 139. Spend time with your family & friends and everyone. 140. Masturbate XD if anyone wants to talk about something email me at pdxclark21@gmail.com All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to: Argentina: +5402234930430 Australia: 131114 Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147 Belgium: 106 Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05 Botswana: 3911270 Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association Canada: 1.833.456.4566, 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal) Croatia: 014833888 Denmark: +4570201201 Egypt: 7621602 Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688 Finland: 010 195 202 France: 0145394000 Germany: 08001810771 Holland: 09000767 Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000 Hungary: 116123 India: 8888817666 Ireland: +4408457909090 Italy: 800860022 Japan: +810352869090 Mexico: 5255102550 New Zealand: 0800543354 Norway: +4781533300 Philippines: 028969191 Poland: 5270000 Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50 Russia: 0078202577577 Spain: 914590050 South Africa: 0514445691 Sweden: 46317112400 Switzerland: 143 United Kingdom: 08457909090 USA: 18002738255 Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255. for the actually depressed ppl <3 I have made half of this by myself and took other half of this from other video. BUT just wanna help the depressed people out there <3 Half of this comment is copied and i dont know the real creator so cant give credits :P If u wanna talk, snapchat: tyler_clark2017 PLEASE DONT HURT YOURSELF, HMU IF U REALLY WANNA TALK! OR CALL THOSE NUMBERS, THEY CAN REALLY HELP YOU! STAY STRONG KING! LUV U <3
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