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29,478 Views • Premiered Oct 21, 2019 • Click to toggle off description
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Date of upload: Premiered Oct 21, 2019 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
You spoke with true powerful words. You are a survivor, keep hanging in there. We always have your back.😊
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You know why I think you have super powers? Your art is the glue that sticks every single piece of our broken bodies, hearts and souls. And you are the hands that hold us tight to the world and the true meaning of existance. Thank you. <3
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this is so breathtakingly beautiful i’m 14 and i’m struggling so hard i just wanna say thank you because i’ve watched this so many times and i want hope
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I listen to your beautifully written music every day I wake, Since listening to your music i feel that I have been blessed beyond what I could have ever known. You are a complete inspiration to my recovery. I share your music with all in recovery and I listen to your story of faith strength and hope over and over again. I am so grateful for you. I will be on a panel later to share my story to help other people in recovery, and it's through your inspiration and my higher power I can do so. Thank you Mothica, your music has been a big part in changing my life❤️
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I barely know what to say. I actually got choked up watching it, because I didn't know you went through all this. You're so powerful and brave sharing your past, and presenting it so beautifully. I think it's safe to say your future looks brighter 💛
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I'm happy that you are confident enough to share your story with us fans.
Although I am really sorry that your life had to shape you into the person you are today, I'm ecstatic and relate to the person you are today.
I love how real you are and the story you tell through your music.
I had a friend who took his life because of a serious health issue in 5th grade and that really hit me hard, but I understand why he did it and where he was coming from.
Stay true to you. 💙
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Oh wow listening to this during doing my assignments wasn’t a good idea. I know it sounds like I’m exaggerating I’m sobbing. You spoke powerful words, you survived, you struggled but you’re still trying, something a lot of us are also struggling with. Much love. 💙
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This is beautiful. I've carried guilt for so many years that my suicide attempts were a burden to those that love me, it's taken decades to work out that I'm not.. I don't know about others but my life is better for finding your music. Thank you
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This is absolutely beautiful, and needs so much more attention than what it has gotten. You are truly inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story and I can’t wait to listen.
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god im so excited for this album!! thanks so much for this video, not only does it look beautiful but many people need the message of "you are not alone and hope is still out there"
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Thank you for sharing 💙💙💙🦋
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yes. keep following the Light. you are lovely and precious. your words and music resonate with me, though I am a generation ahead. grateful and luminous you are, reflecting the very fire of the stars, as you were always meant to do.
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I think it's fascinating that all that had to happen to bring you to where you are now. You are inspiring all who listen and are giving ppl a place and a world to live in with you.
Don't ever give up. Don't ever stop being so you are.
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wow this is beyond words. So glad you are still here to share you story and talent with us. Keep chasing light <3
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So beautifully written and told.
I'm so glad both you and I are still alive. 🖤
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Honestly this hit me so hard, I know we don't know each other at all but I wish I could ask you for a hug, or even for some words
I know how bad it feels to feel like you have to remark your body like the designs on a butterfly in order to cover up or replace invisible yet scarring memory inflections.
I hope that with your new found wings of sound that you will soar to the brightest reliefs of love happiness and freedom.
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Girl you are beautiful and you will always inspire all those people out there who might be going through the same to not lose hope. Love you Mothica💙.
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''I am Mothica... and this is my story' background music fades to silence and then WHAM eargasm. thanks for letting us join you on your journey. can't wait to listen to your songs!
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This was so powerful. Shot beautifully and told with conviction. I’m so happy to hear you’re doing better than you were. Every small step is important. Ps, if you ever write a song called Moth to a Flame, I’d love to hear it. Have a great day!
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@Mothica
4 years ago
NEW SONG - OCT 25th! This was shot in Oklahoma City. I wish I had footage behind the scenes because the locations we found worked out so perfectly. The abandoned house is my childhood home, the door was wide open and we went in. We also shot at my high school, Harding Fine Arts Academy. For the church scene, it was impossible to find a working church that was okay with the subject matter so I found an abandoned church in Earlesboro and they let us shoot in it a day before it was torn down forever. We shot in Quail Creek park, where I used to sneak to at night. There is real footage from me in the hospital. The universe aligned for this piece, and I’m really grateful to share it with you.
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