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29,478 Views โข Premiered Oct 21, 2019 โข Click to toggle off description
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Date of upload: Premiered Oct 21, 2019 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
You spoke with true powerful words. You are a survivor, keep hanging in there. We always have your back.๐
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You know why I think you have super powers? Your art is the glue that sticks every single piece of our broken bodies, hearts and souls. And you are the hands that hold us tight to the world and the true meaning of existance. Thank you. <3
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this is so breathtakingly beautiful iโm 14 and iโm struggling so hard i just wanna say thank you because iโve watched this so many times and i want hope
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I'm happy that you are confident enough to share your story with us fans.
Although I am really sorry that your life had to shape you into the person you are today, I'm ecstatic and relate to the person you are today.
I love how real you are and the story you tell through your music.
I had a friend who took his life because of a serious health issue in 5th grade and that really hit me hard, but I understand why he did it and where he was coming from.
Stay true to you. ๐
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I barely know what to say. I actually got choked up watching it, because I didn't know you went through all this. You're so powerful and brave sharing your past, and presenting it so beautifully. I think it's safe to say your future looks brighter ๐
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Oh wow listening to this during doing my assignments wasnโt a good idea. I know it sounds like Iโm exaggerating Iโm sobbing. You spoke powerful words, you survived, you struggled but youโre still trying, something a lot of us are also struggling with. Much love. ๐
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Thank you for sharing ๐๐๐๐ฆ
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I listen to your beautifully written music every day I wake, Since listening to your music i feel that I have been blessed beyond what I could have ever known. You are a complete inspiration to my recovery. I share your music with all in recovery and I listen to your story of faith strength and hope over and over again. I am so grateful for you. I will be on a panel later to share my story to help other people in recovery, and it's through your inspiration and my higher power I can do so. Thank you Mothica, your music has been a big part in changing my lifeโค๏ธ
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yes. keep following the Light. you are lovely and precious. your words and music resonate with me, though I am a generation ahead. grateful and luminous you are, reflecting the very fire of the stars, as you were always meant to do.
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This is absolutely beautiful, and needs so much more attention than what it has gotten. You are truly inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story and I canโt wait to listen.
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god im so excited for this album!! thanks so much for this video, not only does it look beautiful but many people need the message of "you are not alone and hope is still out there"
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Girl you are beautiful and you will always inspire all those people out there who might be going through the same to not lose hope. Love you Mothica๐.
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It takes a lot to share what you did. I hope that it helps others seek help before they feel things are too far gone. On an upbeat not I am really excited for your new album. Your music is amazing and brings me joy!๐
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This is beautiful. I've carried guilt for so many years that my suicide attempts were a burden to those that love me, it's taken decades to work out that I'm not.. I don't know about others but my life is better for finding your music. Thank you
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Awesome turnaround story. I felt the exact same things in the second half of the video. I was tangled, but could see the way out, and now Iโm out. Great to hear that you are doing better. Keep up the beautiful work. Good luck with everything you do and all the conflict you encounter along the way.
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Wow! What a powerful story! This video is very well done and a beautiful way to tell your story and introduce your album.
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This album is a work of art ๐จ. I can relate to a lot of the emotions and circumstances expressed and the tears I've shed on these songs, I thank you for sharing your soul with us. I'm so glad you're here in this moment to share your art and music. You're helping so many people and I just wanted to thank you. Despite traumas that have been dealt to us, we aren't alone. We survive and find our light and try to help others see their own light knowing people aren't alone. I know I don't feel alone when I hear your words. ๐ I've always been attracted to the light and sunsets and sunrises. That even though it's dark, that I too can rise out of the dark too. ๐
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This made me cry. I hope you are able to recognize that you now create light for others in darkness. What a wonderful gift.
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I am so proud of u you are amazing and sooooo strong your been though so much but u keep fighting cause u might if not new it but there was a purpose for u to be a live and your doing awesome keep fighting and writing music love y
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@Mothica
4 years ago
NEW SONG - OCT 25th!
This was shot in Oklahoma City. I wish I had footage behind the scenes because the locations we found worked out so perfectly. The abandoned house is my childhood home, the door was wide open and we went in. We also shot at my high school, Harding Fine Arts Academy. For the church scene, it was impossible to find a working church that was okay with the subject matter so I found an abandoned church in Earlesboro and they let us shoot in it a day before it was torn down forever. We shot in Quail Creek park, where I used to sneak to at night. There is real footage from me in the hospital. The universe aligned for this piece, and Iโm really grateful to share it with you.
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