I'm so sorry that I've been gone so long without some new music out. I wrote this song a couple months ago and I wanted to initially record this song using a ukulele as a backup instead of my traditional piano, but I found it harder to record so it might take a while. I bought a uke and I've developed my skills playing this song, but I'll upload that version later on. Anyways, this song basically exemplifies the feeling of being lost and how trying to find love kind of sucks. It also delves deeper into the character of "MAD" and gets farther into the story I want to tell through my songs. As you may have seen, I definitely look different (my hair is gray), embodying a bit more of how I want to be and how I feel. This story is definitely going to be continued. It's another song based on "Alice in Wonderland", and some of the lyrics I wrote were directly pulled from Lewis Carroll's "All In the Golden Afternoon". Fun fact: I wrote this song immediately after having a mental breakdown about school and love and all that teen stuff. I really hope you enjoy it and share it with someone special. Also, I hope you all have a lovely day. :)

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All In the Golden Afternoon
(Chords: C, Em, D)

I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD
I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD

Lately I can’t fall asleep
The flowers they sing gentle melodies
What was I thinking? Thinking I was strong
Now louder they sing sadly to my song

Beneath such dreamy weather
We fall asleep forever
Lost myself in the thoughts
And dropped all hope that was fought

Paint my roses red
Off with your head
Let me fly under your feet

All the love will end
Unless we just pretend
That I love you and you love me

I’ve got friends in other places
I know I will make it
Burning wreaths of flowers
Praying for an answer

(humming)

I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD
I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD

Slowly I feel life in a glide
We always pray for wanderings to guide
Love lost meaning when you were mine
No ending for this garden of lies

Beneath a setting sun
Hope lost and silence won
I hid myself to feel free
Loving the birds and the beasts

Paint my roses red
Off with your head
Let me fly under your feet

All the love will end
Unless we just pretend
That I love you and you love me

I’ve got friends in other places
I know I will make it
Burning wreaths of flowers
Praying for an answer

(humming)

I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD
I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD

Stuck in the middle
Forever lost
It’s all a riddle
Never solved

Destroying love
When I’m with you
All In the Golden
Afternoon

I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD
I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD

Paint my roses red
Off with your head
Let me fly under your feet

All the love will end
Unless we just pretend
That I love you and you love me

I’ve got friends in other places
I know I will make it
Burning wreaths of flowers
Praying for an answer

(humming)

I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD
I’m M A D I’m M A D I’m MAD, I’m MAD