hi my loves--

there's so much to say. this song is probably the most special song that i've ever released, and it means the world to me that i can give it to the world now. for those who don't know, my original plan was to release a different song to follow up stacy's brother, but my grandmother unfortunately passed away in december from her battle with cancer. she was my favorite person in the entire world, and we used to play this song for her while she was in the hospital. i wanted this song to come out in her honor and to create a short film that would connect into the world that i've been creating with this project. this song is dedicated to my amah, who was the most special person in my life. i hope you all can resonate with this song and that it connects to a part of you. love you all.

(p.s. for those who caught on, yes, i did interpolate avatar the last airbdender into this song!!)

- mad

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go stream!
spotify: open.spotify.com/track/4E4K8qooKOsDHpZrmquBGm?si=e…
apple music: music.apple.com/us/album/in-my-head-single/1683614…

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Starring: Mad Tsai and Sam Vicchiolo
Story/Concept by Mad Tsai
Directed by Eliot Lee
Produced by Tali Weizman
Executive Producers: Galileo Mondol & Lopes
Production Company: BT Studios
1st AD: Tay Thai
Production Manager: Nour Sayeh
Production Coordinator: Natalie Jastrow
Director of Photography: Gabriel Araujo
1st AC: Max Riley
Steadicam Operator: Garet Jatsek
Gaffer: Matthew Pang
Key Grip: Nathan Kadota
Swing: Eric Crain
PA: TJ Gormley
Photographer: Jake Miller
Stylist: Mad Tsai
VHS Cover Design by Lucy Andrews
Edit by Eliot Lee
Color by Cameron Marygold (Ethos Studio)
VFX by Justin Nguyen

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in my head (lyrics):

your starring role
played the part of my lover
heart spilled but ran through the gutter
maybe i’m better off walking home

broke my heart
said our love was like movies
i’m not the one that you’re choosing
god why do i always love alone

but in my head you never left
and at the start i’d fix this end
so in another world we’d be again

but in this life i’m not complete
you found someone I can’t compete
so guess I’m stuck with loving you inside my head

cause in another world we’d be again

i know it’s selfish to wish that you’re hurting
just to prove it was worth the
pain and the joy that you put me through

we’re slow dancing in grocery aisles
pretend to hear our wedding bells
oh tell me baby
where did we go wrong?

cause’ in my head i’m on your bed
we’re singing songs from 2010
and i pause every frame to see you smile again

but truth is we weren’t meant to be
you own my heart but lost the key
so now you tell me bout’ the new lover you met

so guess i’ll keep our story in my head

do you ever think of me
the pieces of what we used to be
just meet me at the place inside my mind

our world goes on and on
and we keep on dancing to this song
i live in little moments and rewind

but in my head i don’t pretend
i never lost my only friend
cause’ in another world we’d be again

but in this life i’m not complete
you found someone I can’t compete
guess happy endings only happen in my head