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"Depersonalization disorder (DPD) is a mental disorder in which the sufferer is affected by persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. In the DSM-5 it was combined with Derealization Disorder and renamed to Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder.[1] In the DSM-5 it remains classified as a dissociative disorder, while in the ICD-10 it is called depersonalization-derealization syndrome and classified as an neurotic disorder.[2]
Common descriptions of symptoms from sufferers include feeling disconnected from one's physicality or body, feeling detached from one's own thoughts or emotions, feeling as if one is disconnected from the reality of one's self, and a sense of feeling as if one is dreaming or in a dreamlike state. In some cases, a person may feel an inability to accept their reflection as their own, or they may even have out-of-body experiences.[3] The disorder can also be described as suffering from recurrent episodes of surreal experiences, which may in some cases be reminiscent of panic attacks.
In addition to these DPD symptoms, the inner turmoil created by the disorder can result in depression, self-harm, low self-esteem, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, extreme phobias (especially of losing their mind), etc. It can also cause a variety of physical symptoms, including chest pain, blurry vision, nausea, and pins and needles." (Source: Wikipedia)
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It's a bit like that. Coupled with extreme anxiety and some of the strangest philosophical thoughts you'll ever have in your life.
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Best way I can describe de realization is not visual but completely mental. You could be in the same room as five people and they can be talking to each other and you'll feel like there is a glass wall between you and them and communication to them can't be made. You want to talk but you're so caught up in your thoughts and replay your thoughts over and over so much that you never have the time to speak. You feel like the world around you is present, visually, but physically it is in a different dimension. Like a ghost walking around
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Mine is like this. But instead of things being blurry everything is super real looking. Like everythings in super high definiton. Everything still looks kinda 2d and i feel like im a pair of floating eyes.
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The sensation is the hardest thing to describe. If youre a lucid dreamer it would be easier to describe. Like imagine knowing you're in a dream and the sensation you have of not being really there and everything around you is false. Thats sort of what its like
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When you’re sat around the table with close family and friends but feel like a stranger is when it hits home the most .
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It feels like your soul is not in your body but also like your stuck inside this body. Like you can't believe you're actually real
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It honestly just feels like being high all the time. The thoughts that get way too deep and intense, the sounds being crisp, the vision being all fucked up.. the OBE... just feels like a life long, bad trip.
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my heart's beating so fast from all the comments, I didn't know so many people felt the same way as me, that comforts me a bit at least…
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its like you dont feel anything and you are in autopilot, i had no idea what was happening to me until it went away and i heard someone talk about Depersonalisation
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Seeing random things like the sink and touching it to see if it or anything is real. Know it all too well.
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The best way I can describe it is it’s a complete flatness to everything. It’s like opening a stale beer or soda. You wake up and see the wall or ceiling and feel nothing. You see it but nothing arises inside you just rampant thoughts on why you can’t feel the ceiling or wall. Its exhausting and really sad.
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It’s so crazy how it can go from being so euphoric to anxiety inducing in a matter of seconds
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I have this, its nothing like what you just saw. Its kind of like being in between the dream world and real life or kind of like having two consciouses. You feel like you are a different person and everything looks and feels so weird, you feel completely disconnected from your body kind of like your watching your life through a screen. When i first got it i had no idea what it was and i thought i was having psychotic episodes.
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Scarily accurate - I had this for 2 years as a teen, after taking shrooms abroad. It was the scariest period of my life - nothing feels real. Thank you for sharing and I hope it spreads awareness.
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this is what happens to me if I push myself socially. I feel awful for those who deal with it regularly
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I like how you made the view darker on the edges and lighter in the middle because it really depicts the tunnel vision I have when in an episode
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I had to stop watching, this is a perfect example of how I feel when it's really bad, unfortunately it's triggering. Thankfully I'm not as bad as I used to be... But there are many times a day I feel just like this. I am shocked how accurate your video is. Thank you for sharing!
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For me it's more like living in a dream (nightmare) you feel a disconnect from everything and everyone around you, it's not always super intense and echoey but when it is, you just feel a strong disconnect. It's trippy (not in a good way). Most of the time my anxiety is really bad so it just kinda adds on. Definitely not a good feeling.
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I'm not sure if I have Derpersionalisation/derealization but this is how I feel:
it feels like everything around you isn't real and that I don't feel alive either.
I feel like everything I see or hear is fake like just my imagination
sometimes I question myself if this world is real or if I just made it up.
it's a weird feeling and I feel like I lost the connection to reality.
it's kinda scary when I think about that
(I hope you understood what I'm saying and sorry for my bad English ^.^)
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@ChaoticNeutralElf
4 years ago
Please take some time to read this before commenting. I made this video in an attempt to visualise how I experience depersonalising and derealising. It will never capture what it's actually like. And it only really captured a glimpse of MY experience. This video does not represent how it is for everyone. I keep on getting messages that it isn't accurate. I know. This video was never meant to be educational. I made this during a project week. We had one week to learn to film, edit, pick our subject and to finish the video. I never planned anything with this video and I had no time to perfect it. We were literally told the first day to just go into town and film random stuff and we weren't allowed to come up with an actual script or any subjects until the day after. It was just a school project that took an interesting turn for me and I never thought people would actually watch it. I'm sorry if this video does not represent what you're going through. I'm afraid I can't quite capture something psychological in a video when the only way to actually understand it is to experience it, and even then it is different for everyone so there's no way I could make a perfect simulation for this. It's also quite painful how some people seem to think I don't know what I'm talking about simply because it's different for you. You can't judge what someone is going through. I don't have DPD, but I experience this every day and I have for many years and I really don't think anyone has the right to just discard anyone else's feelings like that. I hope all of you stay strong and will feel better soon! I know it may seem hopeless but there is a light at the end of the tunnel, believe me! I appreciate all of the kind comments and I feel for everyone who feels trapped and alone. I wish there was something I could do to help but quite frankly I'm still dealing with this myself and I'm not sure how to recover from it completely. I do know however that you're not alone and you deserve to get better! You're all very strong! Please get well soon!
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