@elisahyebin

3 years ago

Usually, my comments are short and sweet; I like to support you because youtube algorithms are weird so I try to simply comment anything at all. But now....I don't know what to say, how to describe what this makes me feel. Speechless. This is exactly what it's like to be speechless, and as a term that is overused and has honestly at this point lost its meaning, I feel like speechless is nowhere near enough to even start to skim at the rise of emotions I'm holding in this moment. Words, communication, language, are all such incredible things that humans have been able to develop. But during times like these, sometimes I wish language didn't exist. The fact that people try to describe emotions and feelings with words is almost disrespectful: this is beyond words, beyond expression. This is something that cannot be described, should not be described with words, as it almost belittles the feeling down to something that can be enclosed and explained. Using words gives off a portrayal that the emotions and thoughts are tangible; they aren't. I'm struggling to even describe this even now. So when you come across something like this, you try to describe it, but then you're left frustrated when you realize that no amount of effort put into trying to elaborately describe will ever be sufficient enough. So, you're left to repeat the only word that can provide the slightest glimpse of how you view the work of art: Beautiful. It is the only word I am left to use, among others with similar meaning, so because I am so limited with my expression, I am only left to repeat what I have. Beautiful beautiful beautiful. Almost like you're taken to an entirely new dimension where peace and sorrow co-mingle and live together in harmony, creating this moment of euphoria yet also pain. Rising above the world of simply materialistic, tangible objects, and into a world of pure understanding, compassion, empathy. Beautiful beautiful beautiful.

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