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LYRiCS.
who am i to say
that im honest?
when the world
of truth is haunted .
oh my, my minds
not doing well.
oh it hurts to be alive,
oh i cant decide
between hope and hell.
hell-o,
im a stranger
to myself.
i don't want to tho ive tried
to find me countless times
but iā¦ oh iā¦
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YouTube Comments - 4K Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Itās comforting to have people in the comments who feel exactly the way you do.
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i donāt wanna be here.. but iām too scared to die.
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I've fallen back into the depression I once forgot.
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That feeling of being lost and empty.. so empty that you don't even know what you're feeling anymore. Kept on forcing a smile and pretending to be happy and no longer realizing what's the difference of happiness and emptiness.
I can't even tell my friends what I'm feeling anymore
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this makes me miss the person i used to be
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I read these comments cause I donāt know what Iām feeling
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Ok what. When she hasnāt even sang. I read the title and immediately broke down. Tf is wrong with me.
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is it bad that my safe place is sadness? it's almost better than being happy... being happy is too risky because i know eventually it will end
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i want to listen to this while i ruin my mascara by crying in the back of a taxi on a rainy night with ripped tights and blistered heels
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Iāve went years with undiagnosed depression.. I was able to feel happiness and I could still genuinely laugh but most days I felt empty. I just thought it was normal. When I would think of a depressed person I would think of someone who was sad 24/7. So when I was diagnosed, I was in denial. Tbh I donāt know why I am commenting this? Maybe someone can relate?
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this is me when i saw people are so talented , smarter , richer than me . I feel like it's so hard and i wanna give up , depress
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"I can't decide between hope & hell"
Me everyday
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i feel like im in love with my pain
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I miss someone who I will never see again....
āmY SeLFā
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it's like i haven't felt like myself lately but it's been such a long time that i don't even know what "myself" feels like? what if this is actually who i am and i just changed? maybe this is how happiness feels and I'm just interpreting it the wrong way?
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Use me as a here before sheās famous button
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and she comes back even harder this time
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The worst feeling is being really sad and hurt and cripplingly broken but always helping everyone but urself. And now all U can do is think about how everyone has it worse than U and U don't deserve to be sad. And then U want someone to ask if ur okay like genuinely okay but ur also too afraid to talk to people do to try and make urself feel like ur useful U make urself an emotional crutch for people
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im so tired of this life, i want to give up on everything, i just donāt want to be here anymore
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@elainehurst5867
5 years ago (edited)
itās painfully frustrating to be around so much happiness and not be able to feel it.
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