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Put on "everybody wants to rule the world" and Imagine
Your 'friends' think you died in the final battle, but you come up to finish everything, with the 'bad' side
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Pov After having been the 'good kid', for so long, you know the one. Never in trouble, always makes good grades, never causes troubles, keeps quiet. You realise that it's just so much more fun and freeing to get rid of the things holding you back. You cut people out, you lower your expectations, and you've never felt more free.
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i would write a whole ass essay in here but i don’t feel like it 😃 so let’s just say i’m ready to go through my villain arc tbh 🤠
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Ever since I was young I was always the "perfect child" getting straight A's or atleast a high B. I've always aced state tests and never got into trouble. My parents both are telling me I should/could be a doctor. My life will always be planned out for me. "take highschool honors classes at a young age (7th fucking grade). "take classes all year round" "learn to play the piano" "be a model" "duel enroll in highschool" "Go to a prestigious medical school". I can never do what i want in life, trapped in a box. I don't want to be a girl and I don't want to be a boy but "your born a gender you will stay". I want to be allowed to freely watch anime again without hiding it but "it hurts your mental health and you wouldn't hurt yourself if you didn't watch it". I want to have my freinds back and be able to have a phone without a stupid screen time (which none of my other siblings have). I dont want to live this life i've been given i know this is selfish i've been given almost everything but i hate it. I want to be normal, not have so many limits, be free, have parents who dont fight or pressure me and just be a normal kid. I would love to live and be something im not like a bartender or even own a resturant. But i cant do that cause im trapped in this little box. (if you saw me before, no, no you didn't
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the lofi community is literally the most positive and aesthetic community ever
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As soon as I turn 18, I’m moving far away. I don’t need people in my life who verbally, emotionally, and sometimes physically abuse me. I don’t need people who manipulate me into doing what they want. I’m about to be a sophomore and I’m done being the “golden child”. I’ll fuck up my life and I’ll enjoy it. Anything to get back at them. I’m finally gonna express myself. I’m finally gonna buy tarot cards. I’m finally gonna buy a binder. I live in a heavily military family. I’m the “golden military kid” and I hate it. Everything’s been handed to me. My parents are gone rn and I’m so happy. I’m actually expressing myself. I’m ready to be my real self. I’m not that naive girl everyone thinks I am. I’m Cypress and I’m an independent enby. Fuck everyone that hurt me. I’m who I was meant to be now.
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After being abandoned by the friends I trusted the most, I just snapped. I cant afford to stay the same “good” or “kind” person because I too have grudges. It was overwhelming with all the feelings just exploding but someone accepted me for what I’ve become. Someone accepted the real me and she’s worth staying by my side because she’s a real one.
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“Could anyone become individualist for helping a lot of people?” “Yes, if they hurt you” this conversation really happened during my sociology class 😃
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When you want to go to the bad people side, but your parents expect so much from you and you feel too guilty, you thought about how your life would affect horribly if you go on a villain arc now and that reality isnt an anime..-
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I would share my story, but then people would know my weakness. When a person knows your weakness, they are able to obtain power over you.
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It’s time for a revolution. A self revelation. An utter escape, a complete spread of wings. And there’s no stoping jt
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It's not just a pov anymore...
For real...I've been nice my whole life because I was too afraid to make others unhappy and then teenage angst arrived and like I have enough of everyone....I just want to be bad and be mean to others like they are to me...but I can't....I just feel so guilty if I do something bad and stay still like a good little dog
Why can't I be like others ? Why can't I be mean ? Why can't anybody take me seriously ? Why do I always have to be the happy one.... Giving advice to everyone...helping everyone.... listening to everyone....and...nobody cares about my feelings....I can't...tell them to anyone....
Just
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Why...?
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I am leaving this comment here so, after a month or a year, when someone likes it reminds me of this beautiful playlist.
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Every fucking time. Every time when I'm asked "Are you okay?" "NO! Im not okay! I am trying to get through depression, insecurities, insomnia, anorexia and anxiety! I barely get any sleep! I dont wanna eat because people point out my insecurities! You never noticed because you never payed attention! I want to be listenned to aswell! Im there for you, but are you ever there for me!?" for some odd reason turns into "I'm fine." Why is that? Because I'm afraid.
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Every body is talking about being the good child and being tired of it, so they move out, rebel, or become who they are. But let's have a moment of silence for those who left before they got the chance or have lied for so long they don't even know who or what they are anymore. Let's remember those that are too far lost...
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Ive always been the good person, always followed the rules. But I as well wanted to do something, something that ive never done before and just time ago, after 16 years of my life I finally did it. I finally put the milk before cereals,,,
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Imagine being born just to be slave for your family. Parents showing you the life of alcoholic abusers. The older sibling being spoiled child sucking all money from you and parents. They are praising you to become better person who can’t say “no”. They say “you are the only one” but don’t give anything. You raised yourself and now they want you to be grateful. Meanwhile you cannot focus on anything, knowing nothing about yourself and not sure if you’ll survive 5 years later. You know everything but nothing.
“Family” loses its meaning.
You’ve become bad, unthankful selfish child with maniacal thoughts.
The point is, some people don’t need to imagine it. And that’s hurts worse.
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i have been bullied 7 times and I am just so broken that now when my parents beat me or when I am in pain, I laugh. yet, i still have to put on my happy face and tell people i am alright. so now, i have just gave up and my bad side has come out. which i kinda enjoy tho
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Mom: Whispers to brother Is she okay?
Me: Violently head bangs to happy song while I cross stitch a frog
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@revxrie
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・:*。time stamps・:*三 0:00 ♠️ lorde - everybody wants to rule the world 2:48 ♤ palaye royale - tonight is the night i die 5:59 ♠️ i dont know how but they found me - absinthe 9:21 ♤ saint motel - a good song never dies 13:03 ♠️ halsey - walls could talk 14:56 ♤ rina sawayama - akasaka sad 18:18 ♠️ bring me the horizon - happy song 22:42 ♤ dead poet society - .intoodeep. 26:47 ♠️ missio - twisted 30:55 ♤ twenty one pilots - hometown 35:28 ♠️ half alive - aawake at night 39:02 ♤ hozier - angel of small death and the codeine scene 43:19 ♠️ florence + the machine - girl with one eye
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