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Waiting To Be Weightless (Anorexia Nervosa)│ElysianSoul
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Waiting To Be Weightless is a song from my very first music release, Innermost Nervosa. A newer version of Waiting To Be Weightless is available on my 2018 album Dark Descent.

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PLEASE NOTE: With my music, I aim to reflect the hidden inner struggles of psychological disorders by externalising the internal. Please use caution if you feel you are easily provoked, and please always take care of yourself.

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Lyrics:

Oh darling can't you see the way
We merge and intertwine,
The day that you were born, I said,
I knew you would be mine
I breathe in, and you breathe out,
I end where you begin,
The fibre of your being, and
The shivers on your skin.

Keep running up that hill, my love
Keep running to your dream,
The life that you're competing for,
They'll never hear your screams.
So dine upon my misery
And waste me to my core,
Just waiting to be weightless,
That's all I'm asking for.

Pastel pallor of your face,
Impassive air of icy grace,
Your poker-face, your ribs of lace
Dependent on my cold embrace,
You're losing at this sluggish pace,
You idiotic waste of space,
Your guilt and hunger I'll erase,
You're winning in this brittle race.

Keep running up that hill, my love
Keep running to your dream,
The life that you're competing for,
They'll never hear your screams.
So dine upon my misery
And waste me to my core,
Just waiting to be weightless,
That's all I'm asking for.

So punish me for starters, and
Exert me for dessert,
Fragile skin so paper thin, just
Starve me if it works.
Thrust your menu at my strength,
Seduction at its worst,
You'll be my friend until the end,
Together we are cursed.

Keep running up that hill, my love
Keep running to your dream,
The life that you're competing for,
They'll never hear your screams.
So dine upon my misery
And waste me to my core,
Just waiting to be weightless,
That's all I'm asking for.

Glossy thinspiration,
Concave declaration,
Long-limbed exacerbation,
Of this mental sublimation.
Perfection by the pound, and
Feeling sinless by the stone,
Just waiting to be weightless,
With no volume of my own.

I'll keep running up that hill, I will,
Keep running to my dream,
The life that I'm competing for,
They'll never hear my screams.
So light and high, that I can fly,
Above the rest I'll soar,
Just waiting to be weightless,
That's all I'm craving for.
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Views : 305,525
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jun 2, 2013 ^^


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Top Comments of this video!! :3

@nam4297

4 years ago

No one acknowledges the “The day you were born I said I knew you would be mine” which I think resembles the fact that Anorexia can be genetic.

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@assassinationclassroomsupe8242

4 years ago

"You're losing at this sluggish pace." so relatable

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@bettythefrootloop5705

3 years ago

It's so sad how the singer herself never wanted this to become thinspo. She only wanted to be understood, never to encourage. This song was written in the fight against Ana not as her anthem.

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@allisonl6390

4 years ago

This hurts me both mentally and physically but I can't stop

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@0099morgan

10 years ago

another one to be played at my funeral

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@FreeWhisperer

8 years ago

does anyone else replay the lyric 'you idiotic waste of space'?

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@saraschellenberg1185

4 years ago

“Just waiting to be weightless” that truly is all I’m asking for..

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@giannat275

4 years ago

I want to be so skinny everyone whispers about how skinny I've gotten behind my back

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@samanthahommer4746

9 years ago

I just want to be beautiful.

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@samadams8815

9 years ago

It might be a little triggering but it's beautifully written, great word choice!

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@anamontez1683

3 years ago

does anyone feel like it’s not another voice? like it’s me, i feel this way about myself and i’m telling myself to lose weight, there’s nothing else, it’s just me

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@allisonl6390

4 years ago

Am I the only one who finds this song comforting?

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@februarybarncat2224

10 years ago

I know this is kind of late but girly, your voice is beautiful. I'm not sure if you're currently suffering from anorexia, but I am, and it's hell but as long as I'm thin in the end who cares? But this really is an absolutely amazing song. Please keep up the great work! ^.^

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@leeella4349

5 years ago

its soo triggering but i cant stop listening

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@xinju5423

6 years ago

I love this song, Ana is with me and this song keeps me strong for her.

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@xLullaLunex

7 years ago

Thank you so much for writing these songs about anorexia. I was looking for songs that described how it felt like because I'd never heard any before and you describe everything so perfectly and honestly :) I can't stop listening to them right now and they're helping me so much.

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@kacicarmody1462

4 years ago

Am I the only one that listens to her songs as a version of Thinspo?

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@Danielle-eq1mk

2 years ago

this song makes me feel better about my binge starve cycle

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@rachelvillalobos7368

9 years ago

I love the words you use.  It shows you obviously have an education. College or not

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@philyouspork7058

8 years ago

Listen up people, you most likely came here for inspiration to lose weight, to continue your goal of nothingness. 1 year ago I was using this song in hospitals to motivate myself to continue my dissorder, to destroy. I was convinced at this time that anorexia would never leave me be, I was convinced I would never eat after hospital. Here I am, I still feel shit about my body, but I eat, I eat voluntarily. I eat because I want to and because I need to. Please anyone watching this video don't fall into the trap of anorexia. After years of recovery I've lived without my beautiful girlfriend, without my mum only visits to them. My girlfriend an I constantly live far enough apart we can convince everyone else we are just straight friends. So please for your future don't get stuck here

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