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obsessive love is not okay :)
Views : 172,745
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Feb 16, 2023 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
U know its gonna be good when the title is a quote from yansim
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Already know this is going to be good just by the first song being Kill Bill!
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Quick and messy POV (this just sparked my creativity and I had to give it a shot)
The silent stream of tears running down my face seemed never-ending, no matter how many times I wiped them away, they always came back. The irritating sound of my sniffling filled the room, with the occasional break for blowing my nose. Much like my tears, my sniffling would not go away. Pacing back and forth seemed to help, it gave me something else to focus on. Counting my steps, how many times I went through the same room, every statistic was something my mind could use as a distraction.
But my mind refused to take these distractions, deciding it would only think aboutโฆ Them. Slightly quirky and unusual, but charming to those they care about. Their eyes lit up the room when they were excited, and they truly made you feel like the only one in the world. But they were terrifying. A happy mood could easily shift into a screaming fit or a fountain of tears if things didnโt go exactly how theyโd planned. My life took a turn when I met them, but now itโs too late. I wish I never met them, I wish I didnโt get close to themโฆ I wish I didnโt fall in love with them. But alas, the head cannot control the heart.
I ran my hands through my hair agitatedly, taking a deep breath to try and calm myself down. I needed a plan, to escape their grasp and finally be free again. I felt prisoned by their attention, because at the end of the day I knew. It would never be fully mine. And if I canโt have all of them, I donโt want any part of them. They have no right to consume my thoughts all night and day when I was barely in theirs. An afterthought, thatโs all I am to them.
But even if I don't want them, it isn't fair to let someone else have what I wanted. Call it possessive, but most won't share their favorite objects with others. What's so wrong about not wanting to share what should've been mine? Their attention and affection are all that I yearn for, but it seems those are things I shall never have.
So if I canโt have them, nobody can.
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Usually the playlist are pretty boring or very repetitive, but you impressed me on this one.
I rarely like any playlist, so you're really cool! Keep it like that <3
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i saw the title and just knew kill bill was gonna be the first song. :) <3
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I RESPECT THIS PLAYLIST FOR PUTTING KILL BILL FIRST
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wake up babe, mazdxx posted a new playlist!
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you know this one is perfect because it has my strange addiction right at the beginning ๐๐๐ผ
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I saw one of your playlists and I wanted to listen to more, so here I am
:)
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This is so good, i cant tell if my love is just intense jealousy or obsession xo
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pov(pls be nice, my brain is finally alive again:))
(The pov follows a crazy fan of a superstar and her wanting him to only himself. This is my first one in a long time so it is a little rigid but do hope u like it. Luv this playlist<3)
I believed that if I got my hands on that darn delightful-looking man my life would be set but when he started growing apart from me it wasn't fair. I gave him everything in return he wouldn't appreciate me. I sent him all these gifts, the pictures I took of him, the dozens of journals that were filled with my love letters to him, even the A3 paper where I cut my hand and wrote with my blood my confession. He never LOOKED AT ME. I needed to make him mine. Since I already knew what he was gonna do the next day, I made a plan of how I was gonna take him. I would drug him with heavy sleeping pills and drag him home. The next day I went on my normal day. Got out and started going to his appointments and waited for the perfect time. The time came when he went to the bathroom and I ran towards it but when I got there he was talking to this girl, they both were laughing and I saw him blush. BLUSH. The next second he left and it was only me and the girl. I took out a small pocket knife of mine and approached her. The next few minutes were blurry but I do remember slashing the girl's neck and dunking her head in the toilet. It felt good. What was I supposed to do he was MINE and ONLY MINE. His next agenda was lunch I followed his car to this small restaurant. Funny as before he went to the bathroom and this was a perfect time, I took out the pills and approached from his back and shoved them into his mouth. The next 10-12 minutes were of him trying to shove me but I held onto him and the drug worked. I have never felt this happy. I get to finally have my man to myself. I put him on my shoulder and told the store owner that he fell down and that I would take him to the hospital. I put him in my car and drove him home. When I reached home I took him to my basement and tied him up. After waiting for 5-6 hours he finally woke up and there he was my man looking at me. He started screaming but I didn't care he was with me and will be forever. Mine and only mine. Nobody can take him from me.
My first words to him and last words to him would always be
Till death do us apart
if you read the whole thing and didn't get ADHD reading it good job!
thanku for reading
<3
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i was gonna turn off the playlist and go and watch Netflix bc i finished my homework but then pacify her came on so here i am at minute 41.28
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me when i see "if i can't have you, no one can.." : I MIGHT KILL MY EX NOT THE BEST IDEAA
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mazdxx presenting us with another bomb playlist <3
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omg another banger les goooo all ur playlists hit diff istg :face-blue-wide-eyes:
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Another Great playlist, istg everytime you upload I become happy af. You slayy
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Such a good playlist so far
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i'm loving this playlist
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kill bill song was made for ayano
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@glac1al
1 year ago
00:00 - 02:06 - Kill Bill - SZA 02:07 - 04:39 - My Strange Addiction - Billie Eilish 04:40 - 07:39 - Pacify her - Melanie Martinez 07:40 - 10:16 - Bust your knee caps - Pomplamoose 10:17 - 12:38 - Stalker's Tango - Auto Heart 12:39 - 15:08 - Phyco - Mia Rodriguez 15:09 - 16:56 - Washing Machine Heart - Mitski 16:56 - 19:20 - Living Hell - Bella Poarch 19:20 - 22:16 - Who is she? - Monster 22:17 - 25:00 - Won't bite - Doja Cat 25:01 - 30:16 - Me and your mama - Childish Gambino 30:17 - 32:53 - Break up with your girlfriend, I'm bored - Ariana Grande 32:54 - 35:25 - Oh Ana - Mother mother 35:26 - 38:34 - Love song prolly 38:35 - 42:03 - New Magic Wand - Tyler, The Creator
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