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YouTube Comments - 3,110 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
this is exactly how i’ve been feeling lately. thank you marie. your music is a blessing.
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this is the type of song that makes you want to lay in your bed and cry silently in peace
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lyrics:
I think back to when
Life was good, I was content
But it's been so many years
I can't remember how it feels
I reach for me but I'm not there
It's so lonely but who cares
It's fine, it's okay
I'll die anyway
I reach for me, but I'm not there
I always wonder why I'm here
It's fine, it's okay
I'll die anyway
I guess I could say
I've learned to live this way
But it's still hard to find
Reasons to stay alive
Accepting I'm pointless
Isn't the hardest
When it's so
Completely obvious
My questions are countless
Looking for answers
So far I'm clueless
Go back to sleep
I reach for me but I'm not there
It's so lonely but who cares
It's fine, it's okay
I'll die anyway
I reach for me but I'm not there
I always wonder why I'm here
It's fine, it's okay
I'll die anyway
2.3K |
Got this in my recommended. I have shivers. This is... depressingly beautiful.
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pLease ignore my eczema thank you now i will pretend i didn't make that comment cause i'm insecure and now i will hide - -- - - - - --
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Nearly two years later and I still relate to this song.
At least I'm still here.. right?
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mindless rant ish but
i don’t wanna die. thinking of death is scary but sometimes i just feel so numb and everyday is just the same thing and i just wanna disappear. and during this quarantine i’m missing the few friends i had. i keep trying to reach for something idk what i’m even doing anymore.
this is such a messy and pointless rant my mind is just all jumbled up.
i’m so tired but i don’t wanna die. i kind of wanna see what kind of person i’ll be in the future but thinking about having to be all grown up & possibly failing and living alone makes me so scared.
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I'm angry about the person who gave a dislike but - it's fine, it's okay, they'll die anyway.
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Your voice is so calming
The lyrics are so emotional
The melody is niiice
Why am I crying?
Idkkkk
💞
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"It's so lonely, but who cares?"
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i reach for me,
but i'm not there
it's so lonely but who cares?
it's fine it's okay,
i'll die anyway.
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thank you for helping me through my life. i love you.
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Lately I have been thinking a lot about my childhood and how everything was so much happier back then, I cried while listening to this song for the first time cuz it really hit me but it comforted me at the same time, I'm not alone and thank u for always reminding me this through ur songs, Ily. <3
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any girl in red lyrics:
me: wow this is literally me.
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"Accepting I'm pointless isn't the hardest, when it's so completely obvious."
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can we just talk about how relaxed she sounds🥺
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lyrics:
i think back to when
life was good,
i was content.
but it's been too many years
i can't remember how it feels.
i reach for me,
but i'm not there
it's so lonely but who cares?
it's fine it's okay,
i'll die anyway.
i reach for me but i'm not there,
i always wonder why i'm here
it's fine it's okay,
i'll die anyway.
i'll die anyway
i guess
i could say
i've learned to live this way,
but it's too hard to find
reasons to stay alive.
accepting i'm pointless
isn't the hardest,
when it's so completely obvious.
my questions are countless,
i'm looking for answers.
so far i'm clueless.
go back to sleep.
i reach for me,
but i'm not there.
it's so lonely, but who cares?
it's fine it's okay,
i'll die anyway.
i reach for me,
but i'm not there.
i always wonder why i'm here.
it's fine it's okay,
i'll die anyway.
3.1K |
It's insane how beautiful this song is. It's nice to know that I'm not alone
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no one’s asking if she’s okay? I can literally see the pain in her eyes, I hope everyone who feels like this gets better❤️❤️ I love you
19 |
@crazyawesome414
4 years ago
the message of this song is less like "im gonna kill myself" and is more like, "Ill die anyways, why do it now?"
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