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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Nov 2, 2023 ^^
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[Verse 1]
I'm historically heartbroken
Drownin' in my own emotions
One minute away from the breakin' down, down, down
I'm always leavin' empty-handed
No one wants a heart that's damaged
Only know what love that lets me down, down, down
[Pre-Chorus]
No more starin' contest with the walls
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts
[Chorus]
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave, woah
What if I get to heaven and it's not even real
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
That maybe love's not for me
[Verse 2]
If you don't look too closely
You can't even tell I'm lonely
Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night
I try to keep myself distracted
But I got all these awful habits
Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind
[Pre-Chorus]
No starin' contest with the walls
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh
[Chorus]
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave, woah-oah, woah
What if I get to heaven and it's not even real
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
Maybe love's not for me
[Post-Chorus]
Oh-oh, maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh
Maybe love's not for me
Maybe love's not for me
For me, for me, for me
Maybe love's not for me
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Anxiety heartbreak and depression rule our minds. We need to take back control. Nobody should ever think like this. It’s a fantastic song. She is a fantastic artist with a gorgeous voice. But you should never think that you can’t get hurt if you are the first one to leave. If you do this, later on in life you will look back and realize all the good people you passed up and regret each of those choices. Find a good person and work through the problems. I’ve had 2 serious relationships and both times I’ve been cheated on. It sucks when you come into the relationship with good intentions and the other person is just waiting to leave and hurt you because they live in fear of someone truly knowing who they are.
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@MiccaPark
5 months ago
I’m literally crying. This song speaks so much for the people who are fighting against themselves. It feels/seems like no one will stay besides us because even we can’t understand ourselves and no one can see that. Overthinking, depression and anxiety are really fucking us up 😭 I found comfort with this song! Thank you Natalie Jane for speaking up about how much we worry about if someone can even accept us.
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