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hits different when you realized how many toxic friendships youâve been in
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you know the playlist is good when it starts with princess mel
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when you're the toxic friend but never really realized and when u did you felt really bad but you can't help it because of your past so you distance yourself........yeah
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I miss my childhood friends. Back then friendships were so simple :(
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this playlist really hits different when its 3am and you're crying knowing you're in a toxic friendship and since you can't say no so you're easy to manipulate
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Perfect for when your "friend" fakes sewer slide as a joke đ
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she has manipulated me so much that i can't even tell if i'm the toxic one or not.
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Man.. I just want to find someone to look after. Doesnât matter if its a romantic relationship. Just someone I can make feel safe and comfortable. I promise I wonât hurt them or ever make them feel bad, I promise Iâll do my best. Is it because I look weird...? Or because my family is the way they are..?
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Sometimes I am the Toxic Friend other times I have Toxic Friends. So it balances out.
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when you have toxic friends, toxic family, and youre trying your damnned hardest not to be toxic back, but you end up exploding on everyone.
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I have a toxic bestfriend. She treated me like shit and talked behind my back since now 6 years. I always feel like I am walking on eggs when I talk to her. She always blame me and degrade me because she feels insecure. I tried to help her, but how can I make a difference when she doesnât help herself? And she isnât even there for me. I feel like I wanna die rn. And she didnât care nor did nothing. How does that make me feel? And Iâve just now realized how toxic it was until today. Well I probably just didnât want to admit it to myself. And I didnât even know what real friendship was in the end because I thought it was normal? But this year, I had to learn a lot of things the rough way. I built confidence in myself, tried to discovered who I am. She didnât like that I wasnât dependent to her anymore like she made me become. She became more and more toxic. And I am just sick of it. Donât get me wrong, I love her. But she doesnât want the best for me. And if I have to cut her off to feel ok, then I will. Even if it hurt me. Truly.
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Until now I don't know what it feels like to have a real friend-
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This playlist reminds me when me and my "friend" used to be good friends but she changed. I understood that she has been through some things but she was kind towards her other friends except me. She would hurt me, talk behind my back, call me names, give me mean comments, she got with my crush, and she calls me fake. I dropped her but she still makes me feel miserable.
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as they say "the abused become the abuser" well same can be said for being toxic and guess thats what happends going up in a toxic house hold now I'm the toxic friend
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this makes me remember with how i would completely change myself for the worse just to be "cool" infront of one of my closest friends. the one who would be my best friend for life. but i have no right to be mad even if i could. not at her. she went through to much for me to anymore of an asshole than i already was. she deserves an apology. but im too much of a coward to even say hi.
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Idk ....makes me miss my highschool friends...even though our friendship was bittersweet...I always felt like I was imposing on everyone and they were never there for me like I was there for them...it's sad...I wonder if they still think of me occasionally...probabaly not. I have alot of friendships now but....they feel like nothing, I don't really have any interest in friendships now...idk..all these friends are just temporary anyways and I'm not interested in investing that much in them anymore. Maybe that's why I like animes like h x h, because it has friendships that I wish I had..especially like that of Gon and Killua. Lmao tf am I even rambling about? Well..I hope I can find good people in the future and make meaningful friendships.
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Until now I have realized how my friendship was really crappy. I had a best friend who felt almost like my sister to me but thatâs how I always saw it when I was around her. I loved her more than myself. But until we drifted off and had new friends I realized what was that felt off at most parts of our friendship I never really acknowledged as ânot normal and unhealthyâ . She would get mad at me from the littlest of mistakes and when she had a problem with me she refused to tell me but tell everyone else to make me seem like the villain of her story. I realized this more when I had my newer friends from this year who made me happy and if they had an issue they brought it up to me. Another thing that made me notice this was that I would get scared and ask my friends if they were in a mood if I was what caused it and over apologize even when they tell me itâs not my fault. Iâm kinda glad I left her when she left me after a friend who called her bad names and vaped and I was the only one to keep her comfort.
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It's funny how when I started bettering myself and stop condoning toxic behaviors in my relationships that's when everyone dropped me. Toxic people hate to see you grow, and they're scared of your success, so become that you you've always wanted to be. It might sound scary but, people are temporary, you have to be with yourself forever, so learn to take care of yourself. I promise you're so much more amazing and than you could ever imagine! Donât let people use you.
<3
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This made me realize how many toxic friend ships Iâve been in and I just never leave them and continue to get hurt :)
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2 years ago
timestamps 00:00 lunchbox friends â melanie martinez 02:46 fool â cavetown 06:32 bored â billie eilish 09:30 not allowed â tv girl 12:16 hermit the frog â marina 15:48 505 â arctic monkeys 19:57 i met sarah in the bathroom â awfultune 21:37 why didnât you stop me? â mitski 23:55 lies â marina 27:35 cry baby â the neighbourhood 31:29 checkmate â conan gray 33:55 lowlife â that poppy
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