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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 16, 2023 ^^
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For my 18th birthday I decided to have a party, I invited two of my closest friends who both knew how long I had been looking forward to my 18th, especially since I never truly had proper birthday celebrations throughout my child/teen years. I drank almost three bottles of alcohol to myself that day/night. Don't know if that's sad or impressive.
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this rlly brings me back to when I was a kid, I didn't have any friends so I would end up making fake friends without even realizing it. I would even invite them to my birthdays and barely any people would show up. Yet I still stayed their friends because I was lonely and any kind of relationship was okay to me, even the bad ones.
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this song reminds me of my life in general, ive always tried to fit in with others, change everything about me & be an extreme people pleaser but no one ever gave me any notice or even saw how much i changed. they always saw the same weak me who was ugly and unattractive. i used to invite everyone to my birthday parties but they'd always pretend they were coming and in the end ditched last minute, leaving my hopes dead. now whenever i have a birthday i have to act great and happy knowing no one ever will show up for me , all i am is js someone whos there not someone whos loved or have anything that will fit a standard lol. u can tell im tired of ts !
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I see many people posting how they invited people to a party and no one or 2 out of 20 or something…my story is kinda the opposite…in some way.
I invited 30 people to my birthday party for my 18th birthday. Everyone showed up! Except…two people.
My parents…
Yeah, no, it wasn’t a good birthday…I think about that day to this day and it still makes me cry myself to sleep.
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lyrics ^^
Did my invitations disappear?
Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?
Tell me why the hell no one is here
Tell me what to do to make it all feel better
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
Maybe if I knew all of them well
I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me
Maybe if I casted out a spell
Or told them decorations were in pastel ribbons
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm dying, I'm dying
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to (if I want to, if I want to)
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry, cry, cry)
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@finnwolfheartsimp1631
1 year ago
I invited 9 people and 2 came...
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