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419,574 Views • Premiered Mar 1, 2020 • Click to toggle off description
presave here: ffm.to/foreverfifteen
Directed by Mothica
Edited by Kyle Blaich
Cinematography by Jacob Lane Dugger
Lighting by Peter Garland
Styling Assistant by Drew Cockrell
Special thanks to Bianca Posey, Sleeping Lion, Kyle McCammon, Nicole & Zealyn.
I'm so nervous to share this because it's the first video I've directed! I had the idea to show the aftermath of a wild night out. I hope this feels as realistic to you as it did to me. Can't wait to share more music and visuals with you! As always, thank you for supporting me.
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LYRICS:
oh god
what did I do
i’m out of control again
woke up
blacker then blue
probably lost a friend
PRECHORUS:
my throat's so fucking dry from saying sorry
wake up a different person in the morning
forget every lesson daddy taught me
i never learn, I just make it worse
CHORUS:
oh god
what have I done?
what did I say last night?
did I play the fool?
did I make you believe
I was having a good time?
cause i’ve been drinking all of my emotions
until i’m sick until i’m broken
oh god
what have I done?
what have I done?
SECOND VERSE:
oh no
should've stayed home
but it’s hard to be alone sometimes
dark thoughts
got me so low
i’d do anything to clear my mind
CHORUS
bridge:
wasted
all the nights I missed
poison on my lips
all alone
i’m done
i’m done hiding it
i’m done fighting it
on my own
CHORUS
Views : 419,574
Genre: Music
Premiered at Mar 1, 2020 ^^
warning: returnyoutubedislikes may not be accurate, this is just an estiment ehe :3
Rating : 4.966 (97/11,180 LTDR)
99.14% of the users lieked the video!!
0.86% of the users dislieked the video!!
User score: 98.71- Masterpiece Video
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T09:32:06.288538Z
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YouTube Comments - 339 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
I really enjoyed the song, but like...girl...are you okay?
I hope you are because I've been following you through your musical journey for wow almost 3 years and it would suck to see you hit a rough patch.
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OKAY BUT SIS- YOU REALLY DESERVE MORE FAME. THIS HITS ME, I CAN VIBE SO BAD ON THIS. SOMEONE GET THIS GIRL WHAT SHE DESERVESSS
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I found you on TikTok earlier today and now I’m a huge fan!!
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Currently in the process of trying to be sober.
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I really love the part “Cause I’ve been drinking all of my emotions,
’Til I’m sick, until I’m broken”
The way you sang...it’s really heartbreaking. The emotions you put in there is just genuine. It hits me so bad. You deserve the fame, Mothica. Sending love from Malaysia.
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found you because of tiktok and now you are my favorite artist as of now.
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💙☺️ the "oh God" at the beginning ☺️
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I´m so proud of you! I admire your transformation and your power to change for a better version of you. It is truly inspiring!
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Remember me here before this blows up
51 |
I love her voice in the chorus so much it's crazy, could listen to this song 24/7
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I’m excited for you. I think you’ll go far, looking forward for more releases, keep it up!
63 |
Literally just listened to Vices now i’m gonna be crying and binge watch and listen to all your songs!!!!!💗
71 |
you deserve more!!! i been sober for past few years and its because of the songs which made me realize what i have been doing with my life. you inspire me more with your songs. i could relate...and two advises from your best friend
1. never do that shit again.
2. surround your self with people who really love u "really" and keep doing what you are doing now .
much love <3
29 |
holy shit i'm so addicted to your music, success for you
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blessed day when Spotify recommended me this fire song
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Crazy how so many artist are on the radio who genuinely have no real talent. Yet, we have you, who is extremely talented with an amazing voice and not on the radio. I found you on tiktok and I was instantly drawn to your voice.
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Honestly, I'm obsessed. Your music is so good... You're officially up there with Halsey for my favorites. ♡ 😍
20 |
You are by far one of the most talented people I’ve came across in a long time... Your music deserves more hype! 😍
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You have such a beautiful way of describing the ugly struggles of surviving ourselves, while also surviving this world we struggle through. It takes a lot of courage to expose weakness, imperfection. You manage to make it into art. Captivating art. Bravissimo.
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@Mothica
4 years ago
if you watched this, you are now my best friend
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