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Mothica - oh god (Official Music Video)
385,330 Views • Premiered Mar 1, 2020 • Click to toggle off description
forever fifteen ep - MARCH 19
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Directed by Mothica
Edited by Kyle Blaich
Cinematography by Jacob Lane Dugger
Lighting by Peter Garland
Styling Assistant by Drew Cockrell

Special thanks to Bianca Posey, Sleeping Lion, Kyle McCammon, Nicole & Zealyn.

I'm so nervous to share this because it's the first video I've directed! I had the idea to show the aftermath of a wild night out. I hope this feels as realistic to you as it did to me. Can't wait to share more music and visuals with you! As always, thank you for supporting me.

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oh god
what did I do
i’m out of control again
woke up
blacker then blue
probably lost a friend

my throat's so fucking dry from saying sorry
wake up a different person in the morning
forget every lesson daddy taught me
i never learn, I just make it worse

oh god
what have I done?
what did I say last night?
did I play the fool?
did I make you believe
I was having a good time?
cause i’ve been drinking all of my emotions
until i’m sick until i’m broken
oh god
what have I done?
what have I done?

oh no
should've stayed home
but it’s hard to be alone sometimes
dark thoughts
got me so low
i’d do anything to clear my mind


all the nights I missed
poison on my lips
all alone
i’m done
i’m done hiding it
i’m done fighting it
on my own

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Views : 385,330
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Mar 1, 2020 ^^

Rating : 4.966 (93/10,768 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T09:32:06.288538Z
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YouTube Comments - 326 Comments

Top Comments of this video!! :3


3 years ago

if you watched this, you are now my best friend

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3 years ago

I really enjoyed the song, but like...girl...are you okay?
I hope you are because I've been following you through your musical journey for wow almost 3 years and it would suck to see you hit a rough patch.

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3 years ago


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3 years ago

Currently in the process of trying to be sober.

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3 years ago

I found you on TikTok earlier today and now I’m a huge fan!!

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3 years ago

I really love the part “Cause I’ve been drinking all of my emotions,
’Til I’m sick, until I’m broken”

The way you’s really heartbreaking. The emotions you put in there is just genuine. It hits me so bad. You deserve the fame, Mothica. Sending love from Malaysia.

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3 years ago

I´m so proud of you! I admire your transformation and your power to change for a better version of you. It is truly inspiring!

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3 years ago

Literally just listened to Vices now i’m gonna be crying and binge watch and listen to all your songs!!!!!💗

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3 years ago

you deserve more!!! i been sober for past few years and its because of the songs which made me realize what i have been doing with my life. you inspire me more with your songs. i could relate...and two advises from your best friend
1. never do that shit again.
2. surround your self with people who really love u "really" and keep doing what you are doing now .
much love <3

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3 years ago

Remember me here before this blows up

50 |


3 years ago

found you because of tiktok and now you are my favorite artist as of now.

37 |


1 year ago

I love her voice in the chorus so much it's crazy, could listen to this song 24/7

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3 years ago

I’m excited for you. I think you’ll go far, looking forward for more releases, keep it up!

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3 years ago

holy shit i'm so addicted to your music, success for you

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3 years ago

Crazy how so many artist are on the radio who genuinely have no real talent. Yet, we have you, who is extremely talented with an amazing voice and not on the radio. I found you on tiktok and I was instantly drawn to your voice.

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3 years ago

Honestly, I'm obsessed. Your music is so good... You're officially up there with Halsey for my favorites. ♡ 😍😍

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1 year ago

Your music is truly motivation for me!! Thank you so much

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3 years ago

You are by far one of the most talented people I’ve came across in a long time... Your music deserves more hype! 😍

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1 year ago

💙☺️ the "oh God" at the beginning ☺️🌠

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2 years ago

i just wanted to say your songs are so relatable to my life... i love it.

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