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š¶ i made a bi-weekly playlist on spotify:
open.spotify.com/playlist/2Kdodag6NAevJ4aPzIc3jM?sā¦
štimestamps:
0:00 - intro
0:39 - chapter 1: getting through pain
1:50 - chapter 2: losing grip
3:38 - chapter 3: shame
5:49 - chapter 4: self compassion
7:24 - chapter 5: in their presence
šµmusic:
www.epidemicsound.com/
šfind me here:
Instagram: www.instagram.com/itscarali/
sub count: 21
Views : 279,313
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Feb 23, 2024 ^^
Rating : 5 (2/24,823 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-15T05:11:10.387556Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
"If only I could give myself the same love and kindness and compassion I have for others" made me cry. I put so much love in the people around me and they hurt me in the longrun and then I'm destabalised all over again... I need to put that love into myself
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"true self-love isnāt about self-reliance or self-sufficiency, itās about our interconnectedness with others and allowing to be vulnerable in their presence" is hitting
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"felt like a betrayal of the progress I've made over the years"
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I cried. Searching answers for months on Google didn't help me, reading self-help books didn't help me, talking to other people about it didn't help me, but this video brought my anxious mind to peace, knowing that I am not alone, feeling this way, that I have not gone mad. Thank you so so so so so much for creating something like this. I'll watch this periodically to remember who I really am and wish to beā¤ļø
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āwe donāt learn to fully love ourselves in isolation, because we donāt exist in isolationā š¤
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"we don't learn to fully love ourself in isolation because we don't exist in isolation" damn this hit. i always feel that im a better person when im alone and i like myself more when being isolated not realizing that it is actually because im not allowing myself to be vulnerable even with my own family
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I love the part about how we donāt learn to fully self love in isolation. When I feel the most down on myself I feel the need to isolate myself from others because Iām not worthy of them in that spaceā¦ but ultimately itās about accepting that no matter how we feel we are deserving of the presence of others
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āi donāt have to keep a perfect record,
as long as i keep showing up,
thatās all that matters.ā
that line spoke to my soul.
thank you for being here + making the magic you do šļø
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hell yeah these days are the peak of content creation i guess. it's beautifully recorded and edited and feels like home. great job!
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That monologue during āshameā was something else, as if it were resonating from within me. I felt it truly, and Iāve always struggled with self love. Especially in these intimate moments when all I want is for someone to acknowledge my existence in the world and that Iām not alone in this journey. Thank you for making this
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fuck me I just want to be held dearly and find someone that I am comfortable with, I cant believe im so starved for love that I would start getting attached to someone in a relationship. They made it clear that they arent looking to leave that relationship and yet I still held on to hope that it happens. What a sick twisted thought. Im grateful for this video because it shows how someone that is as reflected and beautiful as you also struggles with these things and makes me feel less alone. thanks to all the other comments for sharing parts of your life as well. I hope to find someone like you one day that I could love and this community gives me hope that it may happen, even if its unlikely
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is it just me or female asian YouTubers are really good at storytelling
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I'm a psychology student and this video helped me so much to realize things. You put exactly those words that were scattered in my mind, l was wishing someone would make me understand what I was going through. I think this video in itself is therapy. If I become a therapist I'll play this to my clients for sure š
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This video is edited so beautifully just like a miniature movie itās as if your not even talking about your self itās like your painting a mural image with your words that slowly unfolds into real life from fantasy ā¦keep going donāt force your self to be what everyone wants you to be life is difficult because we want to be accepted by any and all but the real acceptance comes from self š I remember having a secret crush on a woman who was in a professional field but I could never express it directly so I felt as though I couldnāt truly face her life can make you feel all kinds of ways but never be ashamed of your natural feelings
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Iāve been searching for a video like this for a while that would truly resonate with me and how I have been feeling. It is nice to know someone has been through a similar process. Thank you.
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I needed to hear "We don't learn to fully love ourselves in isolation", it resonates with my daily habits. Cheers to you for making such an inspiring monologue.
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At first I thought this video was going to be about relationships and was afraid that it would open up the wounds of my recent break up. The title and thumbnail just made it too hard not to open and I'm so happy I did because the message was something I really needed to hear. Beautiful video!
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This actually brought tears to my eyes. Your words felt so sincere and you articulated so well things that I have also felt, but could not express. Thank you for sharing this video! I feel encouraged and seen. Iām cheering for you!
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iām actually crying my eyes out typing this, everything about this was so beautiful, and hit home so hard. iām so glad this video came onto my algorithm and while scrolling through the comments iām sure most people who clicked on this feel the same way. self-love really is a process and even though itās difficult to put a finger on the details of the processes, you brought it to life with this video, well done!!
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@mariam.4009
2 months ago
āIāve been selectively loving only the parts of myself that I was proud ofā š® thatās such a good way to put it
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