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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I totally have mad respect for this woman.
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It's fascinating how you still have the disorder while you rationally understand everything. Not criticizing or anything, just find it fascinating in a good way.
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It’s not our job to do their work. They might not even understand their motives, and here we are perseverating on it for them. Mm-mm, not my job.
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I have really come to appreciate every video you have put out there. Not only does it take courage to be venerable to others (especially to people that don't know your past or what makes you who you are). It also shows your strength and a certain (possibly learned) compassion you have for others. You are FAR more helpful than you possibly realize.
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I could hug you for this video!
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Thank you, Kylee. This was a much needed, and beautifully messaged, short
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Wow. Thanks for uploading this.
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I have an ex that abused me in every sense of the word. What finally helped me process was the sociological concept of determinism.
Whatever happened to him in childhood, broke his psyche to the point where he has to abuse people and manipulate people to feel anything. He's miserable, I know because he told me how much he hates himself many times. Yeah he scarred me and im STILL undoing the trauma 8 years later...but somehow my trauma didn't break me like that. A mix of his genes and trauma. I am thankful. Im fucked up too but I feel bad for him, and grateful for my perseverance
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I spent 11 years studying psychology and researching narcissism to understand. But I'm also Autistic and high IQ with a deep need to understand every facet of what happened to me. Knowing what I know now, understanding the truth, has absolutely set me free but it took a long time. I was groomed from a young age to believe the gaslighting, to believe that something was inherently wrong with me. I am not sure if I actually have ADHD or if I was gaslit to forget from a young age because it became a recurring theme, and I became very sensitive about being called forgetful, I would beat myself up whenever I forgot something. Healing from this, the forgetting has been healing. I went from looking for stuff for an hour a day feeling distraught, beating myself up and feeling helpless, to now I only lose my phone maybe 2 times a week. Maybe I never would have had memory issues if my mum never put them there. I think that was the harshest reality that it was intentional. I just thought of her as emotionally damaged, but she definitely caused me a lot of the harm on purpose. Knowing that, was what finally allowed me to be okay with removing her from my life and not continuing to fall prey to the guilt trips, gaslighting, blame shifting, triangulation and projection. I'm finally coming back into myself now, after so many years. It's been a painful journey.
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❤❤YESSSSSSSS QUEEN!!!!!❤
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Thank you for the reminders ❤
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Thank you so much for this video. It has given me the closure to the truth that I needed. 🎉
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Heya, have discovered your videos at the beginning of this year when i was still in a very dark and abusive place. I unfortunately have a lot of trauma with people who based on the diagnostic criteria i genuinely suspect to have npd/aspd and for a long while i was very angry and distrustful purely based on the label of anyone who seemed to be one too. Your videos have helped me put a lot into a new perspective (and i would love to go into detail here but its like 6:45am rn and my brain is still eepy sleepy). Anyway, i just wanted to say thank you. Its very refreshing to see someone who seems to genuinely be as invested in healing as you yourself are 💜
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Your perspective is so helpful! Thank you!!❤
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I love that you're doing better and helping people, hopefully help people get better despite what they went through. We all have to put the shitty things we did behind to do better.
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The narcissist screamed "Don't use logic" before physically attacking and injuring me.
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Also God LOVES YOU !!! 😊 Hope you continue to have a great recovery
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Thank you ❤
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That hit hard
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@hopeloudon6371
2 weeks ago
It's pretty awesome to see you expressing this. This kind of content is gratifying for victims.
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