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"And where will you be?"
"I'll be in my room, making no noise and pretending I don't exist"
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This is so relatable. I used to live in an apartment building, and my next door neighbour was an older lady who always had her door slightly open, so she could come and talk to people who walked by. Needless to say, I became stealthy, but also developed agoraphobia. I live in a rural area now, and I'm learning to tolerate oeople seeing me in my yard. It's a work in progress. To actually do something, I need total solitude.
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I told my therapist today that I lived being perpetually embarassed, because to be perceived was inherently embarassing.
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Haha lol i felt every bit of this. "I saw u at the store". "Oh really, now I'm just gonna go to a different store then".
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I FEEL TERIFED when people are in the house, I can't do anything, and just end up laying in bed all day starving just trying to be quiet.
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These are getting too relatable 😅
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You know sometimes I think I’m crazy. Then, I see stuff like this and it makes me feel a bit more human😌
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"I don't want anyone to know that I existed in this space" I think that's the motto of my life
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this is exactly how i feel about most things i do. ive discovered its because of the judgmental comments and abuse my family put me through growing up. living with friends i trust who never made me feel judged is what helped me heal from it! i still struggle with it a lot, but its better than it was before. i say this because if you feel a similar way, its important to surround yourself with people you trust will treat you with respect. its also important to remember that you deserve to take up space just as much as anyone else. living like a little mouse in the wall can be comforting but its very limiting, try getting out sometimes.
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Whenever someone comes into a room where I'm Doing a Task I'll just kind of stop and wait for them to leave and then continue when they're gone lol
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I can’t even look at myself in the gigantic mirror of public bathrooms when someone else is there just washing their hands even though I want to check if my hair is messed up or something
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This is a whole vibe and a half. If I'm baking in the kitchen I get super uncomfortable whenever anyone comes in bc I feel like they're breathing down my neck and waiting for me to make a mistake. I hate it.
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As someone who used to do this and think this way. I literally just had to suck it up and tell myself to get tf over it. I swear to everything no one is fr that concerned about you. And even if they are who gives a flying eff. Put yourself in those uncomfortable moments bc that’s the only way to grow from them. Look in the mirror when someone is washing hands next to you. Walk past the people when you have an errand to to. I promise the thought of being perceived is more debilitating and harmful for oneself than the seconds of embarrassment you have to encounter. It builds confidence and it makes you more secure when you overcome these things. I can one Hundred percent say I used to delay things and tasks and activities that made me feel good bc I was afraid of what others thought. It was all in my head. I was stuck in the self centered world where I thought everyone had eyes one me. Worries about me. Thinking about me. My gosh how silly and narcissistic it was. It took me years to realize this, but free yourself and love yourself. And remember you are a single star in the universe. There are far too many things people and stuff out there for you to make yourself the center of your problems. I say this with so much love and encouragement. I wish us all healthy thinking patterns. ❤
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My best friend once told me while we were living together that she knew I was alive and doing okay by hearing my keyboard through my bedroom door, and I immediately went and bought a quieter keyboard. Still lives in my head rent free. I love your shorts, thank you for making me and others not feel so alone about stuff like this cuz for the longest time I thought stuff like this was just me being weird or antisocial. So thank you for sharing these 💖
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Part of this inherent, but I promise you CAN work on it and it will get better. I'm autistic and used to be exactly like this, but when I started to work on my self esteem and became more comfortable in my skin, these tasks got a lot easier.
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I didn't know there were words to describe this. Thank you. Knowing is half the battle.
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When I was little I lived way out in the country on a dirt road. You could hear a car coming from miles away, and there were few that actually passed our house. Every time I heard a car I would hide where I could watch them pass but they couldn't see me. I'm 37 and I still get that same feeling of wanting to hide from people.
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this is me at the gym💀 whenever someone comes close to the machine I'm using, I just bounce even if I haven't started ye
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Thank you for this, i feel so seen and actually started crying because I didn't realize that others feel this way and am so self-conscious about it and didn't realize that there's a name for it (even if it's just saying exactly what it is, a fear of being perceived). Living with others after moving out has always been uncomfortable but where I'm at is way too expensive to live alone so I find it difficult to just exist and so knowing that this is a real thing is honestly really relieving. Thank you
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@Mint_River11
3 months ago
People don't understand why we love our private space dearly. I hate that people said "isn't it boring in the house all the time?" And i would always said "no, it's my heaven"
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