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I've had schizophrenia since I was 6. For years I was convinced that the world around me was fake and the only real people were the people in my head. I lived through constant paranoia and the people would even take over my body. It seemed like I was violent but I wasn't. The people in my head were serial killer sociopaths and living with them 24/7 is extremely difficult for a 6-15 year old. At first I got screamed at constantly and hell broke lose when my family finally noticed. But after learning more and being gentle, I got medication and I have been free of it for nearly a year now. You have absolutely no clue what someone goes through till you FULLY grasp the situation. I suggest watching videos and doing research into schizophrenic victims point of views if you are struggling with the concept.
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Well this schizophrenia ruined my life as my mom is diagnosed with it. She was severely paranoid & extremely violent before. Now she's more depressed but still exhibit signs of violence & paranoia. It is frustrating for me because I can't live my life because of her paranoia. My dad refuses to do anything about it
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Someone please help me ...i really have many symptoms of schizophrenia from atleast 5 years or so,...but I know it isn't crct to believe self diagnosis from videos online
Disordered speech -
I am mostly muted or seem less interested(: they say I am either expressionless or sad all the time)to the person talking to me ..if I speak something it comes out with haults...same is for thinking
Redoing conversations - the rest of the day I rehearse the scenes,what I was supposed to actually say at those moments when I was muted....much more than that I go into
A whole different world/life of my mind continuing these ...the next time I respond to the person in the conversation based on thsese conversations ...confused if they were real or just in my head.
I am introspective and lonely ..even in with the people with whom I feel comfortable
And if it's someone new( matching my vibe ) still I would make 0 eye contact with them all the time..just like I do to all others
Paranoia/ delusion - (idk what I am writing has any sense) things like power of my parents to read every line my mind , my bf knowing every activity on my phone , someone constantly watching/recording me through the front camera are real for me and scary for me.
I have been performing gradually bad in my academics lately. Have dementia and problem with cognitive thinking
I feel numb to everything around... sometimes feels like I am supposed to cry the hell out but won't. I shall force myself to think how not to be awkward in a conversation or to smile seeing someone passby or in a bday photo click...even if I feel happy/okay inside.
I can't fall sleep without complete silence and darkness atleast for one hour... however sleepy I might be before ( if my eyes are burning) I can't shush my thoughts
I had episodesĀ in the past 3 yrs of getting up screaming (due to fear) and then crying whenever someone made the slightest sound in the first hours of my sleep ..even after knowing the silly reason for the sound...becoz I was conscious when I heard it .
Caution: someone actually knowing to deal with these stuff...wanting to help only read the next line.
I sometimes think of getting relieved if I hammer my head or drill a hole in it
Idk if I have schizo or some other disorder or am alright and it's just teenage overthinking but I haven't written any comment in yt till date ... anyone reading this can really help me out please to find what to do next....I am 18 & stay far away from my parents who also don't understand mental illness...and I am sure of the getting the genetic factor of these disorders from my mom....may be she has one of them too.
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From this I do have schizophrenia but I am violent I think that's from me getting punched a lot so I fight back so now every time someone even punches me I fight back until I get hurt really badly or the other person does wich it's me most of the time because I'm weak and fat and I know this so I stay in my house as to not get into fights
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Schizophrenic here. The perception of every single schizophrenic can be so different from each other, that's why there are some types and stages of each type of this.
For example, I'm sliding between delusions and paranoia. Maybe I'll get more emphasized symptoms in some time. And I wouldn't like it to be worse.
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Ummm I disagree with a lot of this .. I deal with a paranoid schizophrenic family member over 7 years .. no they donāt want the help ! Iāve tried many many times .. They donāt like violence ??? then please explain why I have been beaten up 2x & they say they want throw me through the window & want to kill me ??? & I poison their food .. and they have kicked my door in many times .. I can show you many pics of this door .. to where I had to put my mom that has dementia I was taking care of in a memory care facility cause he hates her so much ! Cops can only take them to a hospital for a 72 hour hold if requested by a family member & if they refuse the psych evaluation .. you are on your own after that .. good luck with a family member taking meds .. you canāt force them to do this ā¦
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I have it and i hear voices saying that they are going to kill me in my sleep and some nights im scared to sleep. Also i see entites which i named 1. The figures. They are these silhouettes of people that i see some times in the courner of my eye. 2. The shadow man is a shodow of a man with a hat that i sometimes see when i go down my stairs 3. He doesnt have a name byt hes chill and he hangs out in my mind he looks like a silhouette of a perosn with white eyes. 4. The thing is a thing that says its going to kill me in my sleep hes also yaps alot. 5. Gerry my real friend named him that hes the presence in the windows taht im sure of watches me when its too dark for me to see him i sometimes see him in the windows. idk why i listed them but im on medication now and havent seen them in a while
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@rachaelharsch6140
2 years ago
My son started seeing entities who called themselves sivs. My son was still so sweet. He never was physically abusive. He saw hell, it was horrible. He called the police several times because he would see family members getting raped and tortured he passed away at 22. I miss him, but he is in heaven now
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