hi. so I was going back and reading through my old journal entries, poems, and prayers I wrote down and I felt that it was needed that I write this song for myself, because it felt very empty to lay those feelings out there and continue to feel as if they were unanswered. It's basically about my prayers to God and my feelings surrounding myself a lot of the time. I hope you enjoy and have a lovely day.

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Lyrics:

Sometimes I want it all to end
When I really wanted a friend
Every night I pray for God to send
For a day where I don’t pretend

I fell down the rabbit hole for to long
‘Cause my mind just wasn’t strong
Stuck in a loop I wept on the noose
And thought that it all was gone

Praying on my knees
Heaven help me please
I need a sign or thought
That it’s gonna be okay
That it’s gonna be okay

In the hall I leaned against the wall
Crying till I felt the pain
Wild dreams and silent feelings
Thinking that I’m all to blame

They look at me and see nothing
Though I’m screaming and running
I got lost in my mind
Trying to see when I’m blind
God help me find peace

Praying on my knees
Heaven help me please
I need a sign or thought
That it’s gonna be okay
That it’s gonna be okay

(humming)

Praying on my knees
Heaven help me please
I need a sign or thought
That it’s gonna be okay
That it’s gonna be okay

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