in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Finished therapy and feeling so much lighter. Told my therapist about everything that happened reflected and asked myself if I was playing the victim. I was not. I donāt think people know what that means.
I had played victim before when it came to my covers and not being able to handle valid criticism. I still struggle but am improving little by little. Everyone says Iām sensitive. I always have been. My bpd makes it that way like a personal attack. (This is where people say Iām playing victim)
Me stating a mere fact about how a mental illness affects me in my daily life is NOT playing the victim. Itās giving clarity to something people donāt seem to understand why āIām so sensitiveā
I also know now I donāt have to explain myself to anyone. I can delete and block comments that I find triggering.
I donāt have to endure anything I donāt want to.
I did absolutely nothing wrong in this situation.
Just because a made āfirstā doesnāt mean I deserved my account banned. Hee reaction was because she was embarassed that she was unable to articulate her thoughts accurately and also mad people were agreeing about her attitude.
Her projection of jealously was placed on me.
No one who criticized her was jealous.
She seems like someone who has never been called out for her behavior and isnāt used to it.
She is in a low vibrational energy and I am trying to be in a higher one.
hee putting negativity to her impressionable young female audience by selling waist trainers is telling of what kind of person she is.
The young girls that commented and messaged me saying they looked up to her but now they felt bad because of how they dressed had some of the stuff listed that arianne said āwas more cheapā
You arenāt being helpful you are mean. Your attitude needs a lot of work. This could be a growing moment for BOTH of us. But you will stay where you are and I will build my following from the ground up AGAIN.
I am not a victim I was never a victim I was someone who got their platform wrongfully taken from them because of someone elseās insecurities.
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Hi angels <3 thank u for all ur encouraging comments. I have about five more days until I get my appeal result.Its not looking good and Iām really upset my platform I worked so hard for got taken from me a when I didnāt do anything different than any other content creator out there. Everyone stitches videos and shares their opinion. I wonāt be silent and will continue to advocate for myself and other small content creators to not be intimidated by these bigger influencers.
Everytime I say Iām going to give up one of u comment sending me ur love. And thatās what keeps me going . I love all of u angels. You are the best community I can ask for.
You are amazing and worthy of so much love.
Talk soon angels
-angelbbkira
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You wonāt silence me āŖ@Itsariannetorresā¬ ur a mean girl and u weaponized ur audience to harass me and get my tik tok banned. U also steal peopleās content and tried to use intimidation and aggressiveness to scare me. I will never be scared of u and ur ugly heart. And people are seeing through it. Mocking me in a tik tok video where u were SO aggressive over nothing and gaslighting me to think I did something when I didnāt is weird of u.
U need to cleanse urself or something because ur energy is nasty.
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I got my tik tok banned because of a larger creator. Please send good energy to me her negativity and mean girl behavior is so icky.
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Guys I think my account got hacked I had to change my password AGAIN. I saw replies to comments from years ago and some emails have been signed up to a dating service (w my gmail) . So if I say anything or commented it might not be me because I have responded to some on most recent! So apologies in advance for weird random comments.
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Iām 26! <3 itās been an insane year and Iām glad I stayed despite trying to take my life multiple times. It was really worth it. I have a beautiful baby boy and am able to be a creative full time. It was so hard to get where Iām at now and Iām still not where I want to be but my progress is still progress.
Last year I was sick and Iām so much pain two months pregnant and dealing with so much stress.
Aquarius Libra Gemini
Thank u to everyone who has supported me I really appreciate it. Whether youāve subscribed commented viewed or anything else it doesnāt go unnoticed
Hereās to 26š
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āŖ@shesholdingcornā¬ is a perfect example of how people excuse reactive abuse. Wanting me to turn on comments on a video that I made so you can watch me get harassed is really sick. As a creator I can save my mental health by pausing comments as itās a way for me to recenter and be prepared for when they are on.
Why would I have conversations with people like this who excuse the threats made to kill me and my baby?
Why do you want those comments to reach me?
All because you are a miserable piece of shit that gets kicks out of seeing people get hurt?
You can seethe in silence as I hid you from my channel <3
You are a pathetic piece of shit and these are the people that Melanie attracts
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Hi everyone. I rely on YouTube for income and my recent video on Melanie Martinez got demonitized which sucks because I wanted to donate and I put a lot of work into it. I had to censor so much already and it sucks not getting paid. If you guys could please go run up my recent video leave me a comment and up my watch time :Why fashion tik tok predictions *SUCK*
https://youtu.be/-qtvM9m8xYM
I would appreciate it! Iām trying to earn as I much from YouTube while still providing quality videos .and I really appreciate all the new subscribers and supporters! Please check out my Substack as well and follow me on ig angelbbkira
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Hi<3 I am super excited to announce this show that I am hosting in March! Lucy Loone, Cottontail, and Satin puppets will be performing at Junior high Los Angeles on March 25th<3 Get your tickets here : juniorhighlosangeles.com/calendar/welcome-to-the-lā¦
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ā§ĖĀ° welcome to my lil space on the internet my name is KY-RUHā§ĖĀ° I am a digital creator, fashion stylist, musician , and I guess now a YouTuber.