Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Nope, I realized I forgot to post. My bad yall heres something I was gonna have in my video. (TW: Gore)
I feel bad nowđ
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I'm not dead y'all. Especially not in Spooktober!
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I have a chin named Kenji (about 2 years of age and is a light grey one). Last Friday he escaped his cage and I had to chase him because I had a mess of my room. When I finally got in around 8:40 - 9:00 (not sure exact time) I got him. The problem was he has a seizure right in front of me. However, there was a plugged in cord there two with chipped rubber on it. My mom, dad, and I all were worried about him because of his abnormal behavior: cuddling up and staying with us with included my dad at which he never went near. He was very nostalgic that night as I had multiple panic/anxiety attack throughout the 3 hours we held him. The next day I tried to give him a dust bath because he looked filthy. He didnât roll, I assumed his muscles were weak as we all thought he had gotten shocked. His condition was starting to get worse as of Wensday we called the vet and got an appointment scheduled for today, July 19, as of the time being 12:50 p.m. we had no idea if he was drinking and prayed he would be okay. I had to put him in a box with bedding and hay just for the car ride there and back, which took about 3 hours. The vet didnât run any diagnostics on him and just gave him a check up. He didnât have any burns on him meaning he didnât get shocked. The vet felt around to double check on him since his back seemed screwed up. They vet said it shouldâve just been a seizure however there is a slight possibility of a tumor. My moms friend, also a vet but was in the room helping, Jess told us that she wasnât so sure since not a lot was ran on Kenji. Once we got home, I was all happy hoping Kenji would be okay. My Chuchie Cece took me out to McDonaldâs and we got a few art stuff for me. I met with one of the teachers from 8th grade who I trust as we didnât expect to see eachother then. I told her about what as happened and we both went our ways. I didnât check on Kenji for about 3 hours since I was sending some time with my Chuchie, dad, and little sisterâGracie. I made sure to be by Kenjis side as he started having seizures over and over again. He was completely freaking out but my dad told me to leave him be. I put a plushie and one of my shirts in his cage as they had my scent on them and I am his owner or as I like to call it, Papa. I had some Weirdcore playlists on for him as Music Therapy to try and keep him calm while I went downstair and ate dinner while keeping myself calm. Iâve hardly been getting any sleep and today I only got about 3 hours. Around 8:30 p.m my mother came to me as I tried to fall asleep on the couch. She claimed that Kenji has died and we both were bursting in tears. Iâve been trying my hardest not to cry writing this. Weâre planning on getting Kenji cremated. My mom and dad are currently getting Kenjis stuff out of my room as I know that was his last resting spot. Iâve told my family and friends about this as I feel it was my fault. The car ride home mustâve overwhelmed the poor boy to this point as that is what weâre concluding.
Kenji was my best friend, my first actual pet that I get to take care of for myself, and of course my little animal son. Iâll hold him forever in my heart. Kenji was the best pet I couldâve ask for. All that lead up to me getting him was my momâs simple question to my dad: âDo you wanna get a chinchilla?â That was the happiest day of my life. My name is Asher, Iâm only 13-18 in age, and Iâve been bullied a lot for my identity of being an alternative person and transgender male. Kenjis company to me was what calmed me down after ruff days and depressing nights.
So, Iâm not sure when Iâll post again. Being a YouTuber has been my dream for years. Iâll probably try to post here and there in a few months but I know Iâll probably plan something out for a post on my birthday, Nov 27th. Have a good day/night everyone.
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What should I do?
(Idk yâall, idk)
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HOLYâ I FORGOT TO POST A HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!! WELP HAPPY PRIDE TO EVERYONE!!!!
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Hi, I'm Asher! Y'all can call me Ash for short. I'm a Gachatuber and editor! I love horror. My pronouns are he/they. I'm trans masc and gay. I do also write books and script series!