What is "Simplify Complex A":
Intrinsically, intersystems of multi-threading net-branches will collapse to the point of runaway feedback destabilizing the foundational environment of the intersystems, when clearcut with decimation, 2-bit hacks of the copyright, doing time for picking up sales as a side hustle, and other reductions of complexity are normalized to the limit.
The threshold of tolerance to runaway feedback is effectively redux bit by insignificant bit until it seems the initial informational complexity is lost in what remains apparent as a mere set increasingly losing all quantified, let alone qualified, credentials.
Intersystems with complexity, on the other hand, like the audio - midi - live microphone set up in my video, can bury runaway feedbacks of short duration.
Think of it this way: momentary heatwaves versus heat domes. Clearcut everything, and the expected will happen. Rocket science is stupid.
Industry normalcy of "we made the straw compostable for show, but it's annoying, deal with the plastic lid and the cup hard to find service to recycle" honestly keeps me from wanting to participate in society without screaming as a schizophrenic.
I am very well tempered. Others with the diagnosis can be diagnosed in part for "hearing voices" and "thought broadcast" and "political persecution" and "self reference".....
I can relate to feeling how my use of a plastic item and throwing it away connects to World War 3 but how it's strange and I could want to scream at people "just walking by" but they have no, zero idea that their actions in the next moment could start carrying an oscillating a healthier growth of human resilience, by undoing the plastic, not perfecting a form unreal, hurtful, or explosive.
Instead, we wait for the wind to change direction as I share this video in Canada where the equisetum could be serving straws and fortifying riverbanks and containing freshwater into forest systems and creating homes for LOTS of life that help salmon grow.... I love salmon. I want to help salmon be happy so they can help me be happy.
That is connected to a thrown out straw, my diagnosis and the so-called end of the world (end of wild salmon might actually be an end of many worlds, to be completely real....)
This video was SUPER fun to make, and one of my more well-viewed videos. Therefore, I thought I would share it again in this post. What does hearing voices sound like?
Obviously "thought" and "auditory perception" have a different "feel" or "sound" in the brain, so there might not be an exact way to demonstrate the parallel. Also, every individual seems to experience symptoms uniquely to some degree. For me, sometimes I'll have a thought, and it's like other words or sentences float around or bounce around my brain.
Also, sometimes in certain neurophysiological states of excitement, voices or auditory hallucination in general will sound more or less like "real" sound. Also, in the 1950s, people in general were less exposed to industrial and electronic sounds, such as sci-fi and music that all of us know very well. There was a time when doctors said "mostly schizophrenics hear natural sounding human voices and not other sounds" whereas I believe that was a historical situation, because what I know in myself and also from others with schizophrenia symptoms in the last several decades: we can totally hear lots of sounds.
I believe it might depend somewhat on what our brain has actually heard than simply "people should only hear natural voices" somehow being necessarily true when the whole "definition" of schizophrenia is basically as brand new as the assertion of some old doctors that "no, you should experience your existence a different way than you do experience your existence..." because... OKAY, SURE, I'll go with THAT! hahaha.
This is a song about my expression of myself in the world.
This is what it's about:
It's hard for THIS schizophrenic to separate the world from myself.
It's hard not to consider the span of my effort 2023 year end to 2035.
It's hard for me to stop blurring causes within from the existence of cosmic energies.
It's hard for me to accept that I will not resist temporary, transient injustice in local history.
The problems of consciousness,
The problems of how to ethically satisfy every religion,
The problems of how to clarify the science of our role in Earth's deep ecology:
Those are not hard problems for me.
I'm moving on from Earth's rejection of alternating currents,
Double binds, square binaries, toxic positivity meet polar negativity.
The high voltage also connects directly.
The denizens of life in Earth's bigger picture grow tired.
We do not accept mankind's offer of a fast, efficient radical shift.
We like the radix where and how it gradually shifted.
We call for the return of land, at this immediate juncture..
We call for the destruction to stop. We call nervous systems to regulate.
We call for ALL measures, both necessary and arbitrary.
We call from the speed of light for all of you to catch up.
Frack Free BC!!
Nap cycle ALMOST complete.... Thinking of making some more videos about schizophrenia and mental health.
Being consistent and low pressure enough about video making as this Kitten seems to be serious about naps and play.... Those are a couple of my #lifegoals right now.
[Image alt text: a cat with variably grey colour is napping under a maroon blanket by its soft orange, white, and black toy on a brown futon. In one of the images, the cat looks more restful, snoozing. In the other image the cat looks alert at the camera with one paw on its toy.]
We are IN THIS together.
Intersectionality also means accepting that others have experiences we have never even heard of, that we know nothing about, and that is a reason for not simply broadcasting that "others don't get it" and that "it is just so obvious to all who look" because that's actually quite pompous.
I think in reality, others simply get it differently all the time, and that very unique things are obvious to many different camps, stripes, and flags.
[image-id: Higher text panel: "Intersectionality means multiple contexts are significant, not that one thing can nullify the possibility of all others being significant." Lower text panel: "in this together". BG-color: salmon red-pink. Visual elements: Circle of cartoon hands reaching in around text, representing a diversity of skin tones.]
This is #MentalHealthWeek 2021!! Do YOU or SOMEONE YOU KNOW face mental health challenges day to day?
420% more views. THAT is a really high milestone. Thanks viewers for getting higher with me. Hah!
"nednednerB the Schizophrenic"
I use my lived experience of psychosis to make videos which raise awareness, counter stigma, and ease those suffering in silence.
Creating strength in adversity.
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