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currynana @UCxRnBp7QKg4y4WzWaVuop3g@youtube.com

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Hello! I'm a die-hard Swiftie who loves everything Japan, te


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

currynana
Posted 2 months ago

New video soon maybe? 🤔

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currynana
Posted 8 months ago

Hello! It’s been forever but I’m better now, still alive, and planning to edit more videos to upload here soon… slowly but surely. ✌🏻

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

Hello! Health has taken a toll recently so I need a bit more time but hopefully I can dish out a new video before the end of the month! 🙏

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

Hi, how are you doing? It's me, the present—your past.

I've decided to schedule this text post because who knows where we'll be, how we'll be, and if this channel is still alive. But current me is ablazed with passion once more, current me is continuing the ambition we had from a year ago. An ambition we spoke about since March/April last year but only kickstarted in October 2022.

The progress since then was slow. We started strong, and then missed some weeks of consistent posting. Life and work got in the way but you never stopped wanting this. It's funny because this love for videos, for YouTube has come back full circle. Back in uni, inspired by the likes of community channel, WongFu Productions and more, you and your friends started two Youtube channels. Eventually, the group (and you) had different paths to take and eventually, you brought that love for producing videos into your work till it became less for you, and more out of duty.

Then one day, you realised - why can't you do it without other people? Every passion you had, you thought you didn't have it in you to do it alone. Then this channel began. I remember the first 24, then how it was stuck on 45 for the longest time, then 67, then 123. Right now, it's at 184 (but I think there was a glitch with the vintage barbie doll Shorts we did). How many are there now?


I was anxious about growth. I was worried it was all in my head and I was in over my head. I was worried what people might think, imagining how the people who know me would whisper behind my back, judge me, find me cringe and delusional. These were definitely all in my head. But thankfully, we got past that to the point where we say, "So what? This is mine. I can choose what I want to do with it." More often than not, we are our biggest critics, the biggest naysayers.

At this point on 27 July 2023, I wanted to write this all down so that when you, future me, read this, I hope it spurs you on further. I hope you didn't give up, and I hope you won't. At the back of my mind rn, I'm thinking this whole monologue needs lots of text editing.

My point is... you never stopped loving making videos. We don't claim to be good, but we do admit we love it. And it's ours. All ours.

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TLDR; if you're not me, and you've read this far, thank you for reading and thank you for being a part of my journey.

Here's to a brighter 2024 where we never forget what excites us, never give up what we love and never let our loud, doubtful voices (and the whispers of others) stop us.

~ 迷子になろうよ、いっしょに
Let’s lose our way, together ~

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

‼️Defo getting this but… do I need another tumbler?

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

Done with the Harry Potter Studio Tour Tokyo agenda *phewww:

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

How is it November and that one Harry Potter video is still not done yet 😭

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

What I do to destress rn… *laughs in crazy*

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

This is gonna take longer to edit. But it's cominggggg

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currynana
Posted 1 year ago

Hi, work has been keeping me extra busy so looks like I’ll take a few more days to finish the next video. Wish me luck 😭

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