hey all! sorry for the lack of new videos recently. college, work and other responsibilities have taken me away from everything else. i do have good news though! i have a new lead and will be posting about it soon.
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first just wanted to thank everyone for their words of support, i appreciate it more than you can know.
im in a headspace where i feel like everything i make is either terrible or not interesting enough for people to care. dealing with this on top of many personal issues has caused me to go through a severe mental breakdown. living with family who doesnāt support you, going to a school that hates you for living, then coming home to youtube comments and posts on every social media about how i made a āfailed ARGā has been so exhausting and i donāt think i can handle it anymore.
for the time being, Best of Cousin Elvin is unlisted. i will never delete it but i canāt handle people coming here from it at the moment. i want to keep creating things and still have so much to do with The Blue's but at the moment i canāt handle doing that on YouTube. iāve realized i was genuinely scared to work on it because i didnāt want to see the backlash itād get, and i canāt work in a space where iām feeling like that. i donāt know if i consider this a break or whatever but iāll most likely post on here again when iām feeling better.
feel like iām rambling so iāll just say again thank you for all the support yāall have given me, i appreciate it so so so much.
take care <3
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usually donāt like breaking character but did want to say i legitimately do not like about 90% of what i did with the ignis series. it was way too generic and derivative and poorly edited iām honestly a little embarrassed that i made something so bad this recent. if you liked or even loved it thatās perfectly fine and iām happy i made something that resonated with a small group of people, just hope what i make in the future is better and reflects my improving skills.
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Fun Fact: South Park Best of Cousin Elvin has a sister video! While copycats were common on the early internet, a second video created by the same user was released very shortly after. It was never as popular as the first so thereās no uploads of it on YouTube. Say tuned!
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