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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
This is how I truly look today. Yesterday my face was puffy, red and covered in tears. I am grateful for all the encouragement I received yesterday but I also need to bring to your attention how many people was tearing me apart in the comments because I posted a photo of me at the beach sharing my grief and an encouragement message with all of you. I took that photo weeks ago and I chose that photo to represent that life is worth living. Sometimes I donāt really understand why people feel the need to try to destroy others, why people chose hate and malignancy over love and understanding. Here I attached 2 screenshots of messages people without heart left me yesterday. I already deleted all these comments, but YouTube does not let me block these people; this platform only allows YouTubers to block people from commenting ONLY so I feel horrible because I want to block every single person that is hurtful towards me or my family and I just donāt want them stoking my videos. I already spoke to YouTube about this situation but they only told me to call the authorities if I feel in danger. So if there is anyone here that can track YouTube accounts and find their real name I am asking for help because I had enough of taking hate in for over a year now with similar comments like these: swipe left on this post.
I canāt even share all the comments and emails I received from haters because some of them threaten my safety and life, so I please ask for help here if anyone works in cybersecurity and knows how to retrieve peoples information via a YouTube handle please get in contact with me.
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There wonāt be a video today. I am taking time to grieve; today itās been a year since Philip left this earth. If you follow this channel you know that Philip was my husband, my best friends and he was part of my life for almost 10 years. Even though we were divorced when he died, my heart shuttered in a million pieces the moment I learned that I will never see him again.
I want to take a minute to speak up about the importance of mental health and substance abuse. If you are going through a dark period in your life, seek help, donāt be ashamed of starting a new life with new friends and new healthy habits. Open up about your demons and donāt use drugs as a coping mechanism to avoid your pain.
All of us make mistakes, all of us suffer, all of us might feel horrible sometimes but I promise you that life is worth living, no matter the circumstances you might be experiencing right now.
I speak with tears today about this; god told me to share a message of encouragement today to anyone that might read this. Life is not easy, sometimes might look dark but I promise that the light is also there, just keep on pushing, keep on fightingā¦ you matter and the world is a better place with you in it š©µ
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Itās not a secret that I had a hard life. The last year was mentally difficult and it was the most challenging period of my life after losing my ex husband to suicide and my dad to a sudden deathā¦
My dad was a very strong man; he was in the military in Spain and also practiced martial arts his whole life. He always told me to never play the victim role, to never make people feel sorry for me, to never look for sympathy in my weakness.
After his death this important lesson and way of life has been stuck in my head. Every day I that I was feeling sad, his voice eco in my head and I could hear him telling me: āLidia, donāt be a victimā he always told me that when I cried for not so important thingsā¦
I didnāt let my pain guide my actions and influence my future. I donāt let my past define my future. I live in the present more than ever. I am full of life and I want to smile harder than ever before.
Life is not always perfect, certainly itās actually full of ups and downs, painful things and amazing beautiful moments.
If youāre in a rough season, just know that you are not alone, we all have to endure those seasons, we will come to the other side stronger and with a smile that will bright other peopleās lives!
Thank you for watching my videos š©µš you helped me more than you know this year!
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VAN LIFE IN SPAIN šŖšø VS VAN LIFE IN USA šŗšø https://youtu.be/j71F7jQWQgI?si=skv_F... Go watch the video and share your thoughts šš Iām sure some things will surprise you!
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Spending quality time with family in Spain so there wonāt be a video for some time. I donāt get to see my family very often so thank you in advance for your constant support and understanding š«¶š¼ I hope that you guys are having a great summer! Remember, if you miss me, you are more than welcome to watch some of my old videos, leave me a comment, subscribe to my Patreon or follow me on my Instagram! I love you guys, sending lots of kisses šš§”
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I'm a woman and I travel alone. It's not scary, not lonely, and not uncomfortable. I feel empowered by traveling light and on a budget. I don't need fancy 5-star hotels; you'll actually find me in the cheapest hostel in town, having the best time while meeting people of all age groups from everywhere in the world. Some people will call me crazy, while others will say I inspire them to be brave and adventurous. I'm not sure if I'll ever change, but for now, this is how I explored London - with a skateboard under my feet and a smile from ear to ear. I'm grateful to be alive, grateful for knowing who I am, where I come from, and where I'm going. Don't let people ever tell you how to live; they usually have no clue what life is truly about!
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Only true subscribers will show love on the video ā¤ļø https://youtu.be/TyjrLQbwPEI I had so much fun in London with a very low budget! I love staying in hostels while traveling alone! Would you also stay in a hostel?
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5 DAYS IN LONDON š¬š§ https://youtu.be/TyjrLQbwPEI?si=p1Ezd... Leaving my Van Behind for the summer!
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šØ GOING LIVE TOMORROW MORNING AT 10:00 AM Pacific Time šØ I have something exciting to share with y'all! See you tomorrow! youtube.com/live/I-LcHv5S0ik?si=E3VwODYw5TW_hB2Z
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New vlog alert šØ https://youtu.be/YyQ7vGox9N4?si=AV7Lw... this week I spent time with other van lifers working on some projects. Did you guys got to see Kyleās cyber camper?? This thing is going to be so unique!
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LIVING FULL TIME IN A VAN FOR OVER 10 YEARS š
Not an influencer - Just a real person
My life has been a struggle for the past few years.
I am battling grief & depression after losing my dad & husband in tragic circumstancesā¦ My life is difficult but I refuse to live in the darkness.
I will never give up on myself & my dreams, subscribe & join me on this new chapter while I figure everything out.
If you need inspiration you came to the right place! www.lidiarico.com