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EkolarasMagnum @UCxETjaY30Qun7-060a6WKew@youtube.com

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~Welcome to my tomb! I'm Eko and I've been creating cheesy s


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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

EkolarasMagnum
Posted 11 months ago

Howdy! Just wanted to randomly say that if you are someone that's been subbed to me for a while and doesn't like my current projects that is perfectly fine and valid, there are zero hard feelings on my end! But I would greatly appreciate it if you didn't comment on my new videos asking about my old shows. I don't think you're being annoying or anything like that - it's just kinda demotivating and a bummer from the POV of someone who's always trying to grow and evolve as a creator, you know? I'll make a video giving you closure on Strangers one day, I just need to get into the right mindset for it. Hope you understand ♡

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 1 year ago

Hii~! Just wanted to wish you all a happy new year! I was unfortunately not nearly as active as I hoped to be on this channel during 2023, but maybe that will change...maybe shdfbsgg idk life just keeps throwing me curve balls and I'm truly *exhausted* :"DD but I still appreciate you lovelies a ton for tuning in whenever I uploaded and I hope you have a wonderful celebration this evening! Have fun and stay safe! <3

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 2 years ago

Howdy! Sorry for going MIA on here again lmao.. things have been more tedious than usual in my personal life to say the least, but I'm actively working on my silly little projects any chance I get and I post sneak peeks and stuff on twitter pretty often! I just noticed that ever since I changed my handle a while ago someone else has used my old one and apparently until now I've had that person's twitter account linked on my channel...awkward! I updated the link now in case anyone wants to follow me on there loll
I'll also be getting a new pc this month so I'm hoping to be able to work at least a tiiiny bit faster on my videos afterwards :"D but yeah that's for my short update! Hope you're all doing well! <3

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 2 years ago

today I had a really bad panic attack, probably the worst I've had in years...so uhh, if you come across this post consider it as your random reminder to take it easy ❤️ life is hard af and we're not always in control and that's ok

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 2 years ago

Heya!! Just wanted to give a quick update on Distorted Dreams:
The first episode was meant to be uploaded hours ago, but I found out something disappointing last minute. The song for the opening ended up being blocked for 81% of my viewers :/ I always check my songs for restrictions before using them and it was initially only blocked in a few areas in which I don't have any subscribers according to my analytics, so I went for it and didn't anticipate the restrictions to eventually change. That's why it was suddenly no longer on my channel for most of you. Unbeknownst to me lol. I ended up removing the intro from the episode and I'll be making a new one for episode 2 and onwards, but ofc that meant re-rendering the episode andddd that's taking a while. Regardless of when exactly it's up, those of you who wanna see it can expect it very soon! Thanks for reading and hope you're all doing well! <33

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 3 years ago

Hi, everyone! The casting call for Distorted Dreams is officially closed! I have settled on a cast and will be messaging the voice actors most likely later today or tomorrow! I will also release a cast list video sometime this week or next week (can't say for sure, because I am currently sick x-x) Thank you to everyone who applied via CCC and email! I wish I could cast all of you, but for a small project such as this I simply can't ;-; I hope anyone who doesn't hear back from me understands that & doesn't take it personally. I am truly grateful and appreciate each of you for taking time out of your day to try out for my silly little project, to me you all did incredible! <3 Thank you so much & until next time!

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 3 years ago

Hellooo, quick update: I am not dead (again), my game is just being a giant pain in the keister more than usual (again...) but I'm working on it! In the meantime I would love to know your thoughts on what I type of content you wanna see me do in the distant future in-between episodes:

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 4 years ago

TW: oversharing stuff concerning my mental health (?)

so uhh lemme just say that episode 4 of Miss Mistreated has been way more trouble making than it's worth. I wanted to have it out in February at first but now we're nearing May and I'm still not done. A lot of stuff happened in my personal life + the game kept giving me the middle finger and I had to re-do a bunch of lots (so if you see continuity errors pls ignore them skdjfhks) I'm 18 minutes into editing tho, so that's "good".....problem is I am really not satisfied with how it's turning out. Over the years I became way more insecure and hyper critical of myself, my work, just every aspect of my being tbh (": I have my abusive father to thank for the majority of that. Making sims shows was my escape & now it doesn't feel like an escape, I feel stuck while most simmers grew and are creating wonderful things and I feel like a loser cringe-lord in comparison. I know I shouldn't compare to begin with, but that's how my brain is wired - I'll always have the need to fit in and when I don't I beat myself up for it, even if nobody treats me like an outsider I'll always feel like one. I know this is like a lot of emotions over my silly sims videos, but they're honestly really important to me and it stinks that I can't fully enjoy myself because of internal struggles. I'm sorry if this is like tmi and all, but I needed to get it off my chest. I just don't want the few of you who are still here despite my channel dying for 5 years to think I'm gonna drop off from the face of the earth again at random, because I really don't want that. I'm gonna continue to try and improve my work at my own pace and hopefully be way more chill about it - like I used to be. SO yeahhh...thats all for my now apparently weekly update skdfksd pardon the sad sack hours, expect the cursed episode that put me through hell soon :"D Love & appreciate you and hope you're doing well

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 4 years ago

what a dramatic title for an early episode
🤭 plot twist: nobody dies...unless

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EkolarasMagnum
Posted 4 years ago

who, me? almost done filming ep4 of low(er) budget strangers - i mean, miss mistreated? perhaps!

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