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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
I'm down with oliguria. If heart won't kill me, this thing will.
5 - 1
Even though I got meds, I fail to sleep much still.
At this point heart hurts even more and started kinda failing me.
I'm sorry for being a bad person when I was, and I really want to wish Zejgar and everyone the best.
I don't know what to do with heart, whether I should or if I can do anything aobut it. Relatives do not believe me, and there won't be a surgery ofc.
3 - 2
Ну что ж, остаётся только смириться,
Нет смысла кричать, нет смысла проситься,
Мечте суждено моей сгинуть нелепо,
Но в миг перед тем, я тобою согрета.
4 - 1
I'm not lucky. My relatives are the reason. I won't ride to Moscow today and perhaps ever.
I'm not taking my life though.... yet.
But holy hell, why, why do I have to go through this.
6 - 1
If I'm lucky, I'm riding to Moscow today and tomorrow. ^w^
4 - 3
It will be my birthday tomorrow but I don't need cakes, pizzas, gifts or false caring from my family.
I wish Zejgar was here.
I can't make myself smile and fake happiness. And I just can't forget him.
3 - 0
I think everyone who told me I'm lacking agency are people who were never locked at home and pressured into never leaving...
4 - 0
I guess what I want to say it's such a pity this mess is my life
I hope to be understood
1 - 0
Sooooo
I didn't sleep yet but am alive
The doctor was super nice
Prescribed some neuroleptics with a very small dose
I still have one more thing on my mind
I kinda wish the thing I had on mind would change but unsure
It's probably stupid at this point but...
1 - 0
Staying up late -
Even if this will kill me.
Because dad can't call doctors to home and he wants me to go to doctors with him at 6 pm....
He is unresponsive by phone right now so I can't even ask him to call doctors to home. Pretty horrible.
I cannot 'just' fall asleep fast like other people, without meds, so yeah it's pretty much gloomy.
I'm sorry, I love you all, thank you for everything.
1 - 0
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New: As of December 2022, I aim to translate and subtitle Tatyana Snezhina's songs. She is (I don't like saying 'was') wonderful! ^_^
Old: Mostly oriented on uploading songs from dubs and anything Filly Funtasia (btw, check www.funtasiadaily.com/ out).
Russian but can understand English a bit. Also a fan of Ukrainian things.
Due to audio I upload from dubs being owned by companies, I don't add video excerpts from cartoons mostly, it's static images.