Hello, I highly doubt anyone will take the time to read this but I need to vent.
Lately my life is becoming difficult, more difficult than it already was. A simple action like sleeping or eating is no longer the same. All my days are summarized in going to school, getting home, spending more than two hours trying to eat and I don't even finish my entire plate, going to my room and lying on my bed,... and starting with the usual again. From the moment my head hits the pillow I get lost in my thoughts, remembering moments that marked my life and then thinking "what if...", rewinding to all the moments in which I made a fool of myself since I can remember... yes , so that you feel like you want the earth to swallow you, I think about my decisions,
I reconsider committing suicide.... and suddenly I open my eyes and realize that everything is dark.... the same as always, another wasted day.
Well, I feel a little better now. I wanted to thank you for the support of the playslist <3, I felt special for something after a long time jsjs. I promise to upload more when I have time and remember, if you are having a shitty day, comments are open, I will try to read them all ^^
"Living is anxiety and pain. It's continuing to think, continuing to choose"