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Posted 11 months ago

It's another sad day for the channel...
I'm really sorry but I just have to inform you guys that I can't continue making videos..
It's killing me inside because I love making them, but there's nothing I can do..
Ever since I created this channel I was struggling financially, mentally and emotionally... and I still am. And this is taking such a toll on my ability to produce quality videos that most will never understand.
I've asked under every video till now for people to become a Patreon of mine and support me so i can do what I love doing full time. Even just 10 patreons from all the millions of people that have seen my content during the years would have helped tremendously, but at the end of the day I'm left with no support...
Now I'm just dealing with debt and struggles...
I'm sorry, I really tried everything in my power so I can upload consistently again every day as you can see a month ago, but I just couldn't handle it on a long time frame due to lack of time or energy...
I'm physically and emotionally drained having to deal with so many things... and will probably continue to be like that for a long time...
I know that this is all my fault, you don't have to tell me that, but I decided to just let you guys know what's going on with the channel...
I read every single comment on my videos and i've read every comment that anyone has ever commented and you have no idea how warming and fulfilling it feels to read that I'm helping people, uplifting them and inspiring them.
All so that all of this can then be crushed again by the harshness of reality... Reality that I'm not able to deal with reality and don't have enough time or energy for myself due to contant work and mind occupancy...
I'm sorry.
I hope you all are doing well.