so.. I just privated all of my videos on this account. I haven’t rlly made this decision yet but I’m thinking ab moving to my yt alt account because well.. this account has my moms email on it and she can basically see what ever I post probably 😭
this isn’t the end of my yt career btw lol! ^^ I’m also gonna be taking an extended break from youtube for a couple months or years sadly.. I actually moved to a different home and I have a situation going on in my family and it’s to much to even talk ab. but im honestly trying my best with my mental health and I’m trying my best to do youtube so I can make a name for myself <3 I’ve always wanted a career like this so I’m trying my best to grow on platforms (srry that got a little deep aa)
but in all seriousness im still on my break and I’m not gonna be posting any content for right now. I might put my privated videos back up but I’m still debating about that! i really hope you guys can understand that I’m not doing the best mentally and I’m trying my best to even be here right now :~< but yeaahh I love you guys sosososoooo much and stay tuned for what I have planned! 💗
hello everyone I’m so sorry to interrupt but my brother just moved out to live with his dad (he’s 14) and he doesn’t live with us anymore.. im taking a break from YouTube and all socials to help my mom and try to help out with the situation. im so sorry that this got in the way of me coming back to youtube but i promise that I will try my best to come back and stop taking breaks, but this break is very needed..
love you 💔
(this is targeted to my ex) just wanna make this clear, I know you see my posts (maybe idrk) but if your rlly that petty that you would make THAT many videos on ME I think that says something ab you, your so sad that you lost a person that cared for you, that made you happy,that gave you everything. that’s the exact reason your mad you cant be bothered to even think ab your love life anymore bc it’s a pile of shit.. now before you come to me do your research bc I have 50-60 screenshots of you spitting your bullshit ❤️
sneak peak of the one and only 👀 (posting actual photo soon)! 🎀
taking a break from the internet again.. sorry guys my mental health isn’t doing to well and my anxiety is super high all the time and I have to do something ab it lol but goodbye for now! 💕
I’m at my dads house rn soo it’s gonna be a while before I come up with character designs (I don’t have my iPad so I can’t do much) so give me time pls!! 💕💕
sooo.. I figured out something with the new oc (aka character design)
i might make it my roblox avatar!! ^^
ill make some changes to the character but I’m still trying to figure the design up! stay tuned 🎀💕
AAAAAA
JUST CHANGED ALL OF THE THUMBNAILS TO THIS IMAGE FOR A MEMORIAL FOR MY OLD AESTHETIC (inspired by melanie changing all her thumbnails to “rip crybaby”)!! ^^ 🎀💕
so you guys might be mad at me but I changing my channel theme to something more different, let me explain. my aesthetic isn’t what my channel is and I wanna redraw my sprites into an actual oc of mine not just ena I don’t have any art at the moment so I’ll just be changing my pfp to something similar (my aesthetic is k-12 Melanie Martinez rn)
