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Director: cut the scene is done dazai osamu miss miyano the scene ends here!
Dazai: why so I have to do this
Miyano: dazaiii~
Dazai; not again (twitches) yes miss?
Mayano: that scene was wonderful would you like to do that again but this time ( whispers in a more private manner~)
Dazai: ah thank you miss but I must decline I have a wonderful wife already I don't need a second I'm alright with the first
Mayano: aww I promise I'll make your day worth it~
Dazai: absolutely not I have a wife and that's more then enough my beautiful wife wouldn't like it if someone such as yourself would do that
Mayano: but please ~
Dazai: no that's final
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dazai: Death is an eternal goodbye, you'll never be with the ones you love again. The ones who loved you will miss you dearly. Death is something cruel and something that no living person wants to face, everyone wants to live out their life to the fullest as it is a precious gift given,Death is when everything is finished, when you die, you cannot go back, you will never be able to do what you've always wanted to do. It is painful knowing that at a certain time in your life, everything will disappear. Life is when you're given a chance to learn, to live and love. When you live, you'll never know where you might end up, and sometimes it is a scary ride, but there is a chance at happiness; you may have a chance at finding your true love, your soulmate. Who will make your laugh and help you smile, death does not provide this yet Death and life are two sides of the same coin. Life is knowing the value of being alive, how to cherish your loved ones. Whereas, death is when all life leaves your body, it happens to everyone, it will eventually happen to all of us. Death and life are both equally beautiful but it all depends on how you live and how much you want to appreciate your loved ones. Death comes to everyone but is it a scary thought? Or is it a part of the life journey to be accepted?
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Dazai: pain is ironic now isn't it it's poison to anyone who feels it and yet why do I feel the opposite what if it's not pain what if it's something more then pain what if pain was a person and that person is me ... Now I know why I could never fit the light for I am poison to anyone who touches I give pain to those I care about for I'm unworthy and forever will be and I hate myself for it so much ... I hated everyone I felt unmotivated none the less I want to find myself in this void yet I want to be happy I want to be normal alas these are all wants none of them is what I truly need ... I need this pain to subside I need this pain to kill me but I need it to stop ... I want rest I want peace I want nothing none the least maybe then I may find myself again
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Kindergarten au
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?? did you hear that a new student is coming to our school!
??: Really who is it?
??: Dunno but the rumors are he's 6 years old and from a dark family
??: Oh really??
??: Can't wait to beat the brat
??: Easy there he hasn't even arrived yet
...
Little Chuuya: a - a new s - student wh- who is it?
??: Oh look it's the chu chu train stutterer (laughs)
Little Chuuya: wh - why are you so m- mean t - to me ch- charlie!
Charlie: aww little chuchu gonna call mommy for help ~
Little Chuuya: n - no i- I'm not
Charlie: Guys look little chuchu is crying hahaha
Little Chuuya: im not crying ( cries runs to the corner classroom) why can't I make a single friend! (Cries quietly)
....
6 hour's later
:
Little Dazai: do you I really have to be at this kindergarten ( sighs )
Mori: aww of course you do dazai kun it could be an opportunity for you to make friends besides it's only temporary until then have fun :)
Little Dazai: friends all I do is scare people away no thanks Mori
Mori : aw come on now dazai kun don't be like that after all it is your first day now come on let's get you settled in
Little Dazai: yes sir ( pouts) so unfair
....
Art class
:
Teacher Richard: attention class as you know we have a new student today that will be staying with us temporarily please come and introduce yourself
Little Dazai: hii my name is dazai osamu I'm from Yokohama I'm 6 years old nice to meet you all :)
Little Chuuya: (stsres at dazai)
Teacher Richard: would anyone want to show dazai kun around??
Charlie: eww he's as skinny as a garbage can ooh I know mr long legs hows the weather ( laughs)
Dazai: (stares at charlie) what?
Charlie: hey idiot
Teacher Richard: charlie enough how dare you disrespect him sit in time out and think about what you've done!
Charlie: but -
Teacher Richard: no buts now!
Charlie: yes Mr Richard ( pouts)
Teacher Richard: I'm so sorry dear honestly
Little Dazai: it's okay Mr Richard ( sees chuuya) can he show me around please?
Teacher Richard: mm who dear?
Little Dazai; him ( points at chuuya)
Teacher Richard:( smiles) yes of course chuuya kun may you be so kind to show dazai around?
Little Chuuya: o - of course ( stands up approaches dazai) h - hi there ( smiles)
LittleDazai: hi my name is dazai what's your name ?
LittleChuuya: chu - chuuya my name is chuuya
Little Dazai: nice to meet you chuuya you are very cute and pretty
Little Chuuya: really th - thank you
Little Dazai:I saw that kid earlier he looks so mean does he ever be mean to you?
Little Chuuya: wh - who you mean ch - charlie y - yeah h - he is I'm sorry for what he's d- done ( looks down)
Little Dazai:( laughs) it's okay and hey are you alright you looked like you've been crying
Little Chuuya ( shock) how did you know are you magic?! (Gasp)
Little Dazai: (laughs) ooh yes I'm from the planet cookie pants and I'm here to cast you cookily ~ ( chase chuuya around)
Little Chuuya: hey unfair ( pouts laugh) you big meanie I cast you to 20000 yeers in jail ~
Little Dazai: (laughs) hahaha oh no you've slayed me with your beauty ( faints dramatically)
Little Chuuya: hahaha I'm the champion
Little Dazai: ( smiles) hey I know we just met but do wanna be my friend?
Little Chuuya ( looks at dazai cutely) really?!
Little Dazai: yes really ( laughs)
Little Chuuya: yay I have my first friend yay yay!
Little Dazai: yay so do I ! Hahaha maybe kindergarten isn't bad after all
Little Chuuya: yay come on come on I'll show you around ( drags dazai out the classroom ) come on dazai hurry hurry then I can show you the play area!
Little Dazai: hahaha yay I can't wait :)
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Chuuya: There is a quiet in my heart like one who rests from days of pain outside the sparrows on the roof are chirping in the dripping rain
Rain in my my heart : on the roof and memory sleep's beneath the gray and windless sky that bring no dreams of any well remembered day.
I would not have the heavens fair not golden clouds norโ breeze's mild but days like this to loss of you is reconciled.
I would not see you , any hope to know you as you were has ranged , I who I am altered would not find the face I loved so greatly changed.
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