Im lonely, im trying everything just to be given nothing in return except neglect
I struggle to keep fitting in, I'm losing my temper easily
Im scared, one day im gonna snap completely and hurt someone.
Comfort me, im sad.
I used to be scared of the dark, but now I always rest in the dark, it reminds me of a promised home.
A promised home that will accept me
The promised home looks like a grassy field with extreme endless fog, infinite and never ends, never goes away.
A rainy smell, the home rains heavily every 10 minutes, as if it's just a child finally letting it out.
The rain feels soft, like a silky blanket that seems to cover a cold body.
Dogs are strange, even if you hurt them all the time, they still love you.
Foxes are weird, they are normally quiet but get clingy to those they love.
Bunnies are strange, they overreact to the most tiniest things.
I want to be in the fog, and never come out.
If I never return here, I have finally became one with the promised home.
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