21:34
Articulation and Transparency vs Omission and Shame
22:38
Insult to Injury: Envy, Instrumentalization & Incoherence
33:23
Intuition and Manipulation : when High-Sensitivity Backfires
24:06
Redistribution and Boundaries: Emotional, Physical and Intellectual Labour
29:38
Intersectional Relations : Variations on Translations I/II
29:21
Intersectional Relations : Variations on Translations II/II
16:56
Reciprocations in Communication: Defining, Refining and Translating
19:52
More on Autonomy, Caring, Stepping in, Defending
13:12
Variations on Maintenance: Methodologies of Care from Fragmentation to Fusion
20:16
Thoughts on Territorial Attachment, Homecomings and Displacement
14:49
Anorexia and Ambivalence :: Bite the Hand that Feeds You
09:40
Writing about Anorexia, Homecoming, Moving Apartments: Thanks, Updates and 1 Year in a Nutshell
07:33
Self-Determination in Health-Care and Recovery
09:16
Surgery Scar: Stitch Removal, Healing and Partial Numbness after Anaesthesia
16:10
Tumour Surgery: Speedy Recovery, Amazing Doctors, Return to a Healthier Body Overall?
17:00
Hospitalization, Tumour Surgery and Work Life Balance
23:21
Privilege and Unfreedom: Turning 30 and Busier Surviving than Others?
12:27
Körper unter Stress: von Magersucht zu Tumorbildung
15:40
Diagnosis, Stigma and Symptoms: Thoughts on Anorexia and Tumours
25:39
Medical Record now with Benign Tumour: Consent, Treatment, Surgery
27:38
Stress and Tumour Formation: Biopsy Week
29:57
Ownership and Anorexia: Asceticism as Autonomy?
36:48
Hunger, Desire and Aspiration: Anorexia within Feminist Discourse
23:29
Eating Disorders and Authenticity: on the Importance of Discussing Emotions and Shared Experience
33:49
Eating Disorder Recovery, Attachment Issues and Family Peace-Keeping
24:55
Addiction, Restriction and Temptation: Thoughts on Triggers and Abstinence during the Festive Season
28:31
Dermatitis from Birth: Paper Skin, Rashes, Nervous Stress and Seasonal Flare-Ups
22:38
Body Trauma, Language and Patchwork Parenting: Moving from the Known to the Other
19:12
Dermatology, Symbols and Anxiety: on Cracked Heels and Being Stuck
16:49
Hautbild als Projektionsfläche der Gefühle: Dermatologie und Gemütszustände
27:54
Skinbetween: Scratching Body Surfaces, Self-harm and Miscommunication
20:49
Enmeshment: Healthy Boundaries and Distancing to avoid Relapse and Self-Destructive Behaviour
28:19
Self-Erasure and Unhealthy Attachment in Relationships
21:36
Anorexia and its Paradox: Carnal Knowledge after Matteo Garrone's "Primo Amore"
19:58
Vertrauen, Verständnis, Therapie in Alice Millers "Revolte des Körpers"
22:43
Psychosomatische Erkrankungen: Verdrängung und der Körper als Spiegel der Seele
23:16
Psychosomatic Illnesses: Mind, Body and Repression in Alice Miller's "The Body Never Lies"
13:04
Rewinding Your Apocalypse // Turning Back End-Time in 2020
11:25
Self-Care amid Terrorism, Pandemics and Lockdown: Keeping Calm in a World Beyond Control
10:09
Gewichtskontrolle abgewöhnen, Reisen genießen
08:22
Crushed by Empire: Empress Sisi of Austria and Anorexia at Court
11:12
Food and Tourism: No More Weight Checking Before and After Holidays
12:09
Exposed to Loss and Learning to Build on It
13:10
Inhabiting Absence: Revisiting the Past in One Room and Moving On
14:20
Flashbacks to Trauma: Reconciling Past and Present
21:27
Body Objectification: Influencer Activism at the Service of Commodification
20:54
Amplified Loneliness: Metropolitan Experiences
11:59
Culture as a Double-Edged Sword: George Steiner's "The Idea of Europe" in Context
12:07
Vegane Ernährung und Essstörungen: eine ungünstige Kombination
16:17
Starving to Prove What? To Whom? Thoughts on "why Anorexia?"
12:32
A Malnourished Heart and Muscle Paralysis in an Aching Body: Anorexia and the Cardiovascular System
30:18
Complex Trauma and Intimacy: Emotional Scars and a Primal Sense of Inferiority
25:20
Anorexia Beyond the Golden Cage: Overrepresented Amongst the Underrepresented
16:29
Lieber übersensibel als untergewichtig: Hunger gegen die Verletzlichkeit ist eine schlechte Idee
28:58
Violence Against Vulnerability? Better "Too Sensitive" Than "Too Thin"
21:16
Influencing Without Causing Harm: Thoughts on Irresponsibility and Social Media
20:15
Slowing Down in Restless Times: Convalescence in Metropolitan Modernity
32:44
Rare Medical Conditions Increasing the Risk of Eating Disorders? Thoughts on Unfamiliar Diagnoses
09:38
Longing to Tell an Uncurious Audience: Provincialism in Milan Kundera's "Ignorance"
14:47
Not Hungry? Mix, Flavour, Cool: No Skipping Meals Just Because it's Hot 2/2
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About
Intended as self-portraits, the videos I am uploading to this channel are a reflection of my own experience of recovering from an eating disorder and related topics.
As an artist, polyglot and educator, I advocate for complexity and acceptance over shame, blame and ignorance. Although I am not a clinician, specialist in eating disorders or a psychologist, I provide content than can help understand eating disorders as a consequence of life and character, rather than as a lack of discipline.
My videos include subjects as varied as childhood memories, intergenerational relationships and reconsiderations of the "misfit". I hope this channel will serve as a learning tool, encourage discussion and perhaps even provide inspiration.
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