Ik i'm posting this pretty late but I was too tired and lazy earlier, Anyways Hello Ladies and Gentlemen
How r u? or How was school (if u have it 2day like me)
Hope it was okay yk, My school day was ok ig but it was going by so slow and I have Math first period :[
also what really got me is when My favorite teacher left, Well last year people were putting so much allegations on him man...I don't believe those allegations bout him from last year (He's 26 guys come on)
Anyways, No1 came up to me and asked 2 be my friend so thats pretty good i guess, but i had to speak ofc
I mean I didn't wanna but I had to...At least my partners in my classes were nice.
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Mmm.... i'll update this post later or just make a whole separate post
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School is tmrw smh (4 me)
I'm really still not ready to talk and stuff, the bad thoughts r still here ig
I'll tell u all about my day n stuff when i get back
I was planning 2 do a face reveal on the 1st day but I don't think thats gonna happen
I hope i don't break down or anything like that, that'd be pretty weird heh....
Anyways I love u all and try 2 be alright this school year :[
Mwah!
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I made myself on C.A.C (Catalog Avatar Creator)
Fit #1: is a average fit you'd probably see me wearing 2 school (I was to lazy 2 find a jacket)
Fit #2: Okay pretty much what i kinda wear 2 sleep or wear at home
1st is me with my braids in
2nd is me with my real hair out
and 3rd is just me with a bonnet on.
Fit #3: is just something you'd see me wearing when I go out or smth
eh they're accurate (kinda) like 75% accurate tbh.
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Hey ladies and gentlemen...Guess what?
So like some minutes ago I passed out, not for long tho
keep in mind i'm still at my aunts house, anyways i told her could i use the bathroom and she said yes
After I was done doing business in the bathroom she knocked on the door and said "Are you okay?"
I opened the door and she asked me if i was okay again, I'm pretty sure I nodded "No." or said "No." but after that came out I quite literally collapsed to the floor...Everyone was pretty shook and they called the ambulance
My vision went blurry and I couldn't stand on my feet properly, and I was trying to keep my balance and then boom i fell
My uncle grabbed me and walked me towards the couch
Once the ambulance came they checked my blood pressure and asked me some questions
One of the questions was "I pregnant" Dude i'm 14.....
it was hella outta-pocket and stuff 4 me, but i can't complain they're just doing their job
after like idk 5 or 10 mins they left
My dad and stepmom came and asked if I was alright, I said yeah
Anyways after all that I was handed some lemonade and something to munch on by one of my relatives that were there
I'm feeling normal now still a tad bit lightheaded and shooken up but i'll be ight
Oh yeah this happened to me a few times be4, but I was on the verge of passing out and no ambulance was called.
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Ah i start school in like 3 days...
I'm really not ready to go back, i know I keep saying that but I just really don't
it's not even because of human interaction that much, I'm still having thoughts about the events the happened in July/Early August (Mostly July)
I don't wanna break down in front of every1 or like any1 attempting to befriend me
My school schedule is pretty ass too, I literally can't sleep either
(As i'm typing this it is 6:27AM rn)
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Anyways, this is probably gonna be my last post (4 now)
unless i generally feel like talking again.
i'm getting my hair done tmrw too smh
I hate getting my hair done sometimes
I mean, the braiding itself usually doesn't hurt sometimes, it hurts when they blowdry/brush it (for me)
I usually hiss in pain, flinch or even sweat whenever they do that
Yeah the end results look okay but now my head is hurting/stinging for probably a week or two
And even when my real hair is out I'm hella shy about it, because during the end of march (last year) I was taking out my old braids and I cut a few of them too short on accident...
I'm gonna admit, I generally don't know how to take care of my hair unlike my younger sister (aside from washing it, conditioning it and brushing it out)
Okay i'm gonna try to gts now
Mmmmm goodnight (good morning/good evening also) ladies and gentlemen
No kiss or anything like that for 2day
ilya ^^ (I love you all)
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Hey ladies and gentlemen
Good morning/Good evening/Goodnight or whenever u personally feel like reading this
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Idk whats up with me but I'll be okay everyone trust me ^^
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"AGH UR SO PRETTY"
Thanks.
Tbh i really don't believe it when people call me pretty, adorable or anything cute related
Because at the end of the day I feel like they're just doing that to make me happy or attempting to make me feel better about myself, like come on u don't gotta pretend yk.
Idk I wouldn't claim myself as pretty
I'm just not into makeup because if you all don't know I mess with my face alot (Like plucking out my eyelashes) so i see no point in me wearing makeup if i'm gonna smear it up or smth...
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"Gurl u look so beautiful"
"Ari/Aria u look stunning"
"Ouhhh look at u pretty girl"
"Auuu u look so cuteeee"
"UR SO PRETTYYYYYYY"
*smiles nervously* Oh uh Thanks, can I go in the car and play Error143 now?...
I can't take praise/complements pretty well, depends on the person yk.
Anyways this originally was supposed 2 be about me planning to do a face reveal but that'll be a post for the future or later in the months.
I love you.
No Kiss/Hug 2day but u can get a head pat if ur comfortable with that
*Pats ur head* There u go~ :3
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I started all this 4 fun
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17 July 2022