in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Tomorrow's New Years Eve Special Video!! Don't miss it. 😉❤️ I made sure to put in some extra hard choices! 🤭
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Finally, a new Dating Game after such a long time! I hope it gets you in the mood for Halloween. 🎃🎉
Maybe it even got you the chills...? 😈
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Thank you guys for 11k! 🎉🎉 Right on Halloween... should I be scared? 🥲
I know I have been very random & inconsistent with my updates lately. I'm so sorry for not updating you guys on anything. And I'm even more grateful that you still continued to support me all the way long.
❤️❤️❤️
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In short, for the people who don't have time to read the full explanation:
- 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝
- 𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐨𝐬, 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐨𝐬
- 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦
- 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐞𝐬 & 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲
- 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬
Thank you for your support so far, and sorry for the sad announcement! ❤️
(The full explanation and post can be found in the "Community" section on my channel.)
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Hey everyone, I guess you've noticed that I have neither uploaded a schedule nor anything on Instagram. I apologize that my uploads have been irregular recently and that I often reschedule videos because I can't finish them on time.
I've been busy with university, and I can barely manage to keep up with all the work. Making the videos has therefore become tiring and I lost the joy in making them due to all the stress. But this used to be something that I loved and cherished, and seeing how that changes makes me sad. Therefore, I had a hard time making this decision:
𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙞𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡. 𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙮, 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙖𝙙 𝙖 𝙛𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨.
Furthermore, my views have dropped immensely in the last month, it's as if I have gone back to the time when I had about 1k followers. I suspect I might have been shadowbanned by YouTube after deleting a huge chunk of videos on my channel (the entire 18+ content). As long as this issue doesn't resolve, I won't upload much because it's really sad to see when videos I spent 6+ hours on only get about 200 views. Obviously I am happy about the 200 views, but it still feels somehow depressing. I apologize for that.
Another thing that had been frustrating me for a long time is how many other channels have grown twice (or more times) as much in comparison to my own channel. And don't get me wrong, I am happy about all kpop content creators' success and their growth. But at the same time, sometimes it feels a little depressing to see my channel, which has 789 videos as of now and 10.8k subscribers, when some other channels have about 50 videos and 50k+ subs. I tried hard to figure out why this is and tried different things, but somehow nothing changed. Maybe it's because my videos are just worse than the other channels videos. I know this might sound selfish and believe me, I am incredibly happy to have come this far, to know that there are 10.8k people out there who enjoy watching my videos. Still, I can't help thinking about this over and over again, feeling sad about it. I apologize for that too.
Anyway, the point is that all the mentioned above lead me to this decision because this hobby has become a nuisance instead of a pleasure in recent times. Therefore, I will take a little break and see if the issues resolve and if it gets better.
From now on, the content will be irregular, and it will be more shorts than videos. I will still happily accept requests, even though it might take me a while to make the content. As for Instagram, I am not sure if I will continue uploading Dating Doors there. For Instagram, it's even worse than for YT at the moment. I have lots of posts, but they usually only get around 20–50 likes, and my subscribers have only decreased over the past few months. Instead, I'll try to upload fun content in my stories as often as possible.
𝙎𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙧, 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙫𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙤𝙨, 𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙖𝙮. 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣! 𝙎𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮, 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪. ❤️
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Sorry for postponing the random dance video. I didn't find the time to even start making it. Uni is so stressful at the moment. Sorry. 😥
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Hii everyone! Welcome to my channel! 🥰
🌈 This is a safe space for everyone to enjoy Kpop content! 🌈
Every fandom is welcome here, no matter if it is an underrated, popular or disbanded group! No fan wars! Spread Love! 🥰❤️
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Thank you so much for your support and love! I hope you all stay happy and healthy! 🍀💕🐇