Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Never ever did I ever think I'd open up the Book of Mormon... but... I did welcome a group of sisters into my home to talk about Jesus Christ. It was a sweet gathering. While I don't associate myself to a specific religion, it was a great focus on Love. I love to talk to people with different backgrounds, different beliefs, and I'm just so grateful to share experiences and rejoice. Last time I went to the church, I was told I'd be ostracized and was compared to being a drug user. What a different experience.
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Nightly messages! Intense dream of tornadoes. I also woke up, having difficult time going back to bed. It's been windy here. I felt a strong sense it meant something. Googled what tornadoes meant in dreams... a time of transformation. There was another message, but I shot up too quick from bed and lost it. I think it had something to do about... waiting?
Anyway, for the collective, some of you might be going through a transformation. Expect significant changes.
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Love is so many things. It's nurture, care, forgiveness, patience, understanding, non judgement, compassion... it's freeing and safe, unconditional support, acceptance-- allowing one to walk their own path, to choose their own experiences without expectations and still be loved. It provides the space to make mistakes, grow, and be imperfect, and love will always be giving without shame or ridicule. It exists in distance, always present, always deepening, ready to give when one is ready to receive. It inspires, heals, brings peace, comfort, and joy... YOU are deserving of love. You are love at the core. BE LOVE, CHOOSE LOVE, and know YOU ARE LOVED.
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Become your truest self. Know your values. Align your actions, thoughts, and beliefs to those values. Choose happiness, health, joy... choose yourself. And allow unhealthy connections to break away and for stronger connections to come in.
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Fuck yeah! A more private area to work. Little art projects are up.. I'm not a great artist by any means but it's definitely brought me joy. I also have a little space to do some light weight lifting and yoga. And we brought our guitars down stairs too. This is going to be a place of fun and creativity... blast some tunes, do a little weed schmokem (outside), and a bit of writing. I'd like to get a whiteboard down to visually put up my goals. Got my journals here also. Once I start making money, I'll put some to the side to invest in more projects... yep, one of these years, I'm going to get my screenplay made. FUCKIN A, I'm gonna do it.
Get delusional about your goals, aim big, follow your calling. Be sure to support and uplift others too!
This year's gonna be great, I know it! I feel like I've finally got my personal shit taken care of. Got my degree, did A LOT of healing and forgiving, improving my relationships, and just making healthier choices for myself... I love life. Just gotta throw myself out there now.
Yay!
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My roommate's moving out 🥺 But I'll be turning her space into my new work space. I'll share the set up soon and post a new schedule! My goal here is to get a bit more consistent across all channels. It's been a really rough journey, ya guys... since 2020/2021. I was not expecting this for myself, at all. But I'm glad to be where I'm at now. I feel like I've healed a lot over the past few years, even more so the past few months. I'm so thankful. And to those who've stood by me through my ups and downs and crazy moments of me trying to make sense of everything, I appreciate you ❤ I still got some ways to go, I know. But I'm continuously working at it. 😊 Thanks for being here!
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"Come as you are, as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend
As an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
Choice is yours, don't be late
Take a rest, as a friend
As an old memoria..."
https://youtu.be/vabnZ9-ex7o?si=Sv0gE...
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Welp, looks like no more TikTok readings. I guess I'll start using YT shorts instead.
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Ah, I've been feeling super content and motivated. I have large goals and have been breaking it down to much smaller goals which requires changes of habit and patterns. I cannot do a million things at once... it starts small. So... reminders:
1. Have patience, show self some grace. Celebrate your growth and acknowledge how far you've come so far.
2. Express gratitude for others exhibiting the changes you want to make for yourself.
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I had a download during one of my private crime readings: "she was a writer, I was a writer". And my mind went to a poem, "Annabel Lee" by Edgar Allan Poe. It was one of my favorites growing up.
"...I was a child and she was a child
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love--
I and my Annabel Lee--"
"... And neither the angels in Heaven above
Nor the demons down under the sea
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee"
The beauty of true love and its soul connection.
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