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Josh @UCptAjEomJ1ASe2WzLEEI4zQ@youtube.com

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The best way out is always through. IG: Josh.Hitti


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

Josh
Posted 1 month ago

Hi everyone,

Emily and I will be participating in the Out of Darkness community walk in Bellingham, WA this weekend. We do a walk with the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention every year in honor of Emilyā€™s brother, Zach.

Iā€™m hoping to raise a small amount of money for the foundation to assist AFSP with their mission to provide suicide prevention resources, education, and support

supporting.afsp.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrivā€¦

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Josh
Posted 4 months ago

Howdy everyone,

My first session of therapy is this evening. To be transparent, I spent the last couple days trying to find a way out of going. However, I continue to understand the importance of talking to a professional thanks to your comments, so no backing out. šŸ™ŒšŸ¼

Iā€™m anxious and a little scared to confront past trauma, but Iā€™m confident going through it is better than suppression.

Josh

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Josh
Posted 5 months ago

Howdy, everyone!

In an attempt to provide more frequent updates, Iā€™ll be posting on an IG account I made ages ago. Feel free to follow along if youā€™re looking for more frequency than YouTube.

IG: Josh.Hitti

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Josh
Posted 5 months ago

Thank you to everyone for the thoughtful, compassionate responses to my last video.

An overwhelming number of you have recommended therapy, including my wife. To be honest, Iā€™ve always brushed it off thinking I could figure it out on my own. ā€œItā€ is more complex than simply using will power, so Iā€™m no longer using that as an excuse.

I reached out to a local Seattle mental health company today and will be starting my journey as soon as Iā€™m matched with a therapist.

The cure to overthinking in most areas is action, so Iā€™m jumping in.

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Josh
Posted 1 year ago

Are you as comfortable being alone in public as you are being alone at home?

For myself, itā€™s an interesting dichotomy that Iā€™ve spent years trying to resolve. Iā€™m very comfortable alone in my own space, but Iā€™ve had to work on building comfort in public spaces.

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Josh
Posted 1 year ago

Have you made any progress on your social anxiety/friend-making journey over the last year?

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Josh
Posted 1 year ago

For those of you who donā€™t know, Emily is a wonderfully talented ceramicist. If you have time, head over to IG and give her some support! She started pottery a couple years ago to help work through the loss of her amazing brother, Zach.

@zachs.ceramics

Sheā€™ll be selling her pottery at our local farmerā€™s market every Saturday and will be posting a bit more during the busy season as well.

Cheers,
Josh

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