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Yoonchnyng
Posted 1 week ago

I can't believe it's almost two years since the day I literally cried in my classroom when I found out about your death. I still remember how I cried on this same day last year, the first year the date of your birthday came yet you're no longer here to celebrate it with us. And here I am again, for the second time around. I hate it. The way we can no longer see that sweet smile of yours. It hurts. I still refuse to believe that all this is real. Seeing posts of your friends, your sister and other fans that must've been sharing this same feeling with me right now, it hurts. You don't know me but you made me happy without knowing you were the one needing help. It hurts I couldn't be there right by your side. But I'm somehow relieved that the feeling you might have been feeling back then have fade away, that you're now at peace. Hoping next time, it wouldn't hurt this much anymore. I hope one day, I'd finally accept it like how others did. This won't be the last. I love you so much. I'll continue living my life happily like how I was when you were here.

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