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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hey people! I'm sure some have been wondering where I've been. I'll explain, and talk briefly about the future of this channel.
Short version: Because I've had little time or motivation, YouTube has been difficult for me to do. However, I don't plan to let this channel die, and I'm hoping to get a burst of inspiration that will allow me to come back.
Long version: Sooo I kinda made the stupid decision of trying to write all 12 retrospective scripts before actually producing any of the videos. Trying to write HUNDREDS of pages of this stuff just led to insane burnout that was, needless to say, difficult to recover from. Looking back, I wish I had just written a single script and then made the video, instead of trying to write and write and write without any change-up in my routine. On top of all that, I've had to juggle two jobs and personal life, and I'm a high school student that's applying to college, so that's really taken over a lot of my mind, with school also getting in the way. What's more, I recently came out as trans to my whole family and have been trying to deal with that and get my future all figured out in relation to my transition. I know this sounds like a lot of excuses, but these all really did prevent me from putting necessary love and effort into this channel.
Good news is, though, I'm really not planning to just give up on this. Doesn't mean I'm going to come back immediately, but I'd definitely still like to make videos about things I like, I just need to look out for my mental health more. I kind of want to try to make a video before the end of the year, but no promises- I don't want to put that restriction on myself. I love you guys so much, thanks for sticking with me after all this dead time. Wish me luck as I apply and go into college, and start my physical transition later down the line. I'll try my hardest to get my spark back, and make some more videos I can be proud of!
-Nicole
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Hey everyone, bit of a channel update.
Good news and bad news- good news, I'm going to be really focusing on a huge project that I've been working on for a WHILE for this channel. It's something I've wanted to do for a long time but is just a very drawn-out process. I'll give more information on that when the time comes.
However, (and this is the bad news) for me to be able to focus on that as much as I can, I'm going to be slowing down putting out smaller individual videos for the time being. Will they go away completely? No. I have ideas and plans for future individual videos, but for right now, the time spent working on those just delays the progress of this project, and it's something I'd like to finish sooner rather than later.
I also don't have a ton of free time as it is, so I'd rather spend that working on this project than smaller videos. Everything is in the interest of this channel, though, and all of you. It's a project I'm sure MANY of you will enjoy. It's related to Uchikoshi games, that's all I'll say for now. Please bear with me as I may disappear for a while, but I am always working furiously in the background to get this done.
That's all I have to say! Love you guys so much, thanks for putting up with me <3
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HUGE news for visual novel and Uchikoshi fans! In a recent interview with the company that owns the series, remakes have been announced for the Infinity series, a trilogy from the early 2000s written by Uchikoshi. I am incredibly happy about this announcement, as I have some great memories playing these games, and Remember11 is one of my favorites of all time. What do you think? Are you excited? Anxious? Have you played any of these games before, or will these be your first time playing? I'd love to know!
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New video essay, this time about this HUGE theme in the Zero Escape series! It's a recurring symbol and has a lot of implications you may not have known. Give it a watch! https://youtu.be/Ho6D_CsDym8
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Thank you all SO MUCH for 100 subscribers!! It means so much to me and I can't wait to keep making videos. I honestly started doing this on a whim, just to talk about stuff that I like, but it's become something pretty special! Thank you so much, see you in the next one :)
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I'm a big fan of visual novels, Megami Tensei, Nintendo, and a whole lot more! Generally I’ll be making informative analysis videos about games and reviews as well!
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