God knows you. I don’t care what anyone says. He knew you before He formed you in your mothers womb. No matter how bad you are, how much hurt you have had, He wants you. He doesn’t want a a half-hearted prayer at an alter, a fake conversion, He wants ALL of you. Where ever you are right now turn to Him, repent of your sins and turn to Him—believing that Jesus died for you and rose again so you could be sanctified and purified before God. Give you life to Him fully and truly, and see what He does.