HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! 🎉🎉🎉
I’m sorry for being late, I was a lil busy doing my school requirements and personal stuff. Anyway, I wanna start this year with an apology.
I am really sorry for making all of you wait for 2 and a half years. Aside from school and apparently my "redemption arc", I was a pressured to go back to this community with how much it progressed. I can’t keep up with the recent trends in this community because it’s not similar to what type of content I would like to post. With the rapid growth of YouTube shorts, I don’t think I could keep up and you know, I had a moment of despair.
I’m not blaming YouTube shorts though, I just can’t keep up and last year, I actually made 2 videos but I’ve decided to delete it before even uploading it in the internet. It seems like being original is pretty rare now and yeah.. you can’t grow with it I think?
Aside from that, I’m still pretty traumatized about what happened in 2020 OR SHOULD I SAY, REPLACED TO FAMOUS ERA. The primary reason why it took me a year to make it was me being overwhelmed with the amount of pressure I get in the internet and in real life to make the part 2. Yeah sure, I was mean in the comment section and I regret that. But the thing is, the pressure was too bad to the point that I was only able to take like 10 screenshots? Per month. Which is sad because I made the characters a month after RTF’s release and it’s so draining how I was even getting pressured in real life by my own friends just to post part 2. Plus, I had a small issue where they were attacking me for apparently copying someone when I uploaded it first.
Gacha healed me and almost killed me. Not literally tho, but it kinda ruined my mental health. I couldn’t really get help cuz help is expensive fr bruh I’m broke ðŸ˜
You know, as much as I’m scared of getting older, I wish I was 18 back in 2020. With the amount of ideas I have right now, I feel like I would be appreciated in 2020. Being appreciated in 2025 is kinda impossible for me to achieve knowing how the community kinda evolved backwards?… yeah. Plus, my favorite GachaTubers left the community so I’m pretty much bored rn.
At the same time, I think it’s good that I’m gonna come back this year instead of 2023 or 2024 because my Main OC’s lore was too inappropriate for Gacha and its audiences. No, there’s no heat. But you know, my old OC lore was pretty much gory and so many people are dying in it so I changed the lore last year in August. I’m pretty much healed now so I can go back.
Although, I still feel really guilty that I left all of you since 2022. I will make sure that the wait will be worth it. I’m currently working on like 3 videos simultaneously and I’m hoping that I could post 1 video before January ends.
And to the rest of you, I hope that 2025 will treat you well and nothing bad will happen. I hope you all achieve what you wanna achieve this year! Ily all, stay tuned!
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I’m the hope of the future and I know I was indirectly chosen. I won’t let them close the society’s eyes forever.
Avengism 2136 : The Backstory, The Lore
Coming Soon!
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the past, the present, the future
27 December 2017