Hey guys, if you're still not subscribed to my new channel, here's your chance!
In this video I'm doing a deep dive into why the helldivers 2 music sounds so epic.
And I'm trying out the new room (it was a vocal booth before I turned it into a yt studio), so don't be harsh on the lighting.. I'm still figuring it out. :)
I just realized that I never thanked you guys for the 10.000 subscribers.
I used to release a song with every milestone, but my music pc has been dead for over a year, and youtube isn't making me enough money to fix it.
So instead, let me share something with you A thing that some of you might not know.
I've been a musician and a music producer all my life, and I'm currently listening to some songs that I've produced for other artists a long time ago. I have appeared in some of their videos, so I guessed that it would be cute to share those pictures with you guys.
The "black and white" picture is from a music video I appeared in first (I believe) and I was 18 years old back then.
And the last pic (me with a guitar) was from one of my music videos that was my first own number one hit here in Serbia.
It's been a very weird ride, and I have started over way too many times. First I was a hip hop/RnB producer, then I was a pop artist and a singer/songwriter for like 10 years, and in a span of 15 years of doing music and being at the top of the charts, my studio changed locations 3 times... on top of all of that, I have acted in a couple of plays and a couple of short movies, and I have been one of the loudest voices against the autocratic regime here in Serbia sicne 2012. That's why I got blacklisted from TV and Radio... and then in 2021 I just gave up on everything, and started doing this.
I can't say that I'm super happy with the "content creation" game I'm playing right now. Honestly, it can be super exhausting, and can make me depressed at times. Probably because I don't feel like I have a way to vent out my emotions like I did with music, and because I have invested so much money and my life into music just to throw it all away because I'm blacklisted everywhere in my country.
But you guys make it much easier. So, what I'm saying is - I love each and every one of you guys for that. And I'm grateful for having such a nice community built around this channel.
I love you all guys, and thank you for 10k subs!
And, here's an older song that I released for 5k subs. :)
https://youtu.be/DcEYOQBWsK8?si=lmmSk...
To everyone that's celebrating, here's a song I did for you all last year!
I wanted to do a new one, but the PC in my music studio died almost a year ago, and I don't have the money to fix it, but hey.. maybe next year! :)
Merry Christmas and happy holidays!
Love you all!
This one is straight from my community discord. And it's so true.
You can join it here:
discord.gg/ZEE2q6brNA
Since my thread on Spectrum got removed INSTANTLY after posting it, I need to share it here...
These are the ticket prices for GamesCon.
Compare those prices to CitizenCon's prices.
Better yet, compare what both conventions have to offer. One has a ton of new and unreleased games, by established studios, and the other one is gonna have a ton of promises for a broken alpha, and a single player game that was supposed to be released 8 years ago.
A brief look at Star Citizen's Kickstarter page
www.kickstarter.com/projects/cig/star-citizen
This is why I cant endorse nor support this project anymore. It will always be near and dear to my heart, but it is time to go.
Hey guys, if you're not subscribed to my second channel, idk what you're doing :D
Here's a video from my second channel, highlighting all the BS that happened in the past 9 years of CitizenCon....
Everyone told me that I was a fool trying to make variety content on my youtube channel.
Purely because 99% of my videos are videos on Star Citizen, and apparently people don't want to hear about anything else gaming related from me.
So I said that they were wrong, and that I'll show them how it could be done. So I made a script a month ago, started collecting archive videos, and made the highest effort video that I ever made on this channel. Because I thought that the video will perform amazingly if I put enough effort into it. So I made it look like the videos that I love from other variety content creators, with a ton of editing that I never did before for this channel. I spent over a week of editing and recording.
The result is that it's the lowest viewed video on my channel ever. And it hurts.
Everyone that saw it said that it was my best video that I ever made, and that it raises awareness and some really good questions, but it seems that since I didn't stick to the Star Citizen topic (although I did talk about it of course), none of it matters because nobody is going to watch it.
If you want to see the biggest youtuber's fail of 2023, here's the link:
Quick Star Citizen update, and why this channel is going to change directions. It's still going to be gaming related content though, and I will still cover Star Citizen, but as an outsider because I simply do not posses the patience of a Jedi master to play this game.
Yesterday I got an urge to play Star Citizen off stream. The ASOP terminals didn't work, so I couldn't store or claim my ships. So I logged off with my Carrack in the hangar of port Tressler. It was full of loot and had 3 vehicles inside of it (sub armor too, not that I care about it at all)
Today I log in, the ASOP terminals worked, but my carrack was apparently destroyed, so I lost all the things I gathered yesterday.
Fun times!
So I spend 20 minutes going to New Babage to claim a Reclaimer so I could try the salvage missions and the progression that comes with it. Why 20 minutes? Well I had to claim a ship, and I needed to buy a ton of stuff that I needed.
So I go to NB and I wait for the ridiculously long claim time for the Reclaimer. I wait for the ridiculous jump time between Microtech to arc L5 with a stock QT drive.
I managed to eat, take a shit, and watch 2 youtube videos before I got there.
I got to the salvage claim, and as I get out of the pilot seat my character disappears.
Idk if I should tell you that you can't control an non existent character.
So I tried everything... emotes don't work since the character is not there, and to cut the story short, the only thing that worked was the torch that was being emitted from thin air.
Naturally, I try logging off and on again, and naturally the game puts me on another server and I spawn back at Microtech.
So
I think I'm done with 3.19.
I guess it would be funny to you, seeing me pissed off and rage quitting, and the sad thing is that I really wanted to play SC, but it's like a toxic relationship. You come back to her/him and they promise they'll be different, but you're met with all the old shit + some new shit that you didn't see before.
Playing SC is like a toxic relationship. You come back to it over and over again, because they tell you they have changed. And then you encounter all the bullshit you had before + some new shit that you have never seen before. And the truth is, those kinds of relationships are bad for your health. And as soon as you move on, the better you will be.
As I've said, I'll still cover it, but I haven't played it off stream for more than a year now, and I guess I'll keep not playing it until it actually starts getting better.
Hey guys, I owe you an explanation for why I'm not posting any videos in a while.
My PC (pictured below) has died. As you can see in the picture, I had to have it open so I could stick an Elgato card for the cameras. The PC itself is a Asus ROG prebuilt. It's the worst piece of sh** that I had ever, honestly.
Yes it has a 3090, yes it has a 5900x, but the issue is that it doesn't have a good motherboard or a good PSU to support even those components. Also the motherboard is soldered to the PC case. And the GPU is vertical mount ONLY, which isn't as advertised. Blah blah.. I don't want to bore you with this stuff...
In the end, it was in a bad state for a while, and it got into an even worse state in the last couple of months.. Probably because it has accumulated a ton of dog hair and dust.. Even though I use compressed air on it on a regular basis, it's still an open case... So, there was nothing I could do about it...
So people told me well you need to change the PSU and the MB.. And I was like, sure.. then I'll also need to get a new case.. To make the long story short, I figured why should I get a ton of NEW components for a PC that's still going to be a couple of years old... If I'm buying all of that, why don't I try and set myself up with a new rig for the next few years...
So I'm trying to borrow some money, to get a new PC working for streaming and YouTube videos. The worst part is, the PC died just as I accepted a sponsorship for 750$, which would help me A LOT with configuring that new PC...
So, I hate that I have to do this, but if you want to help me out to get the components for a new PC faster, you have a few ways to do that:
Patreon - www.patreon.com/grumpyeye
PayPal - streamelements.com/grumpyeye/tip
Sorry guys, I didn't expect this to happen at all... Love you all, and don't forget to bring a towel when you're traveling through space!
Music producer, multi-instrumentalist and a gamer from Belgrade, Serbia.