Read if you want idc in short I'm not gonna be streaming until Aug/Sep which is when the next school year starts. If you want the long story as to why here it is. This is probably going to be the most important period of my life. I have got a good amount of internships I've collected under my belt and I plan to take advantage of them, but a good amount require me to be gone from my streaming setup for days or weeks during the days I have chosen to stream which is going to cause inconsistency which I do not want. Second, you all have heard me complain about how I don't have any video ideas which is why I chose to stream primarly this past year, it is the reverse now. I have some ideas which require full days to complete or more in order to get them done efficiently, which need planning and preparation ahead of time in order to execute appropriately. So keep this in mind because I will be posting videos during this period of no streaming. Third, I want to be able to have pretty much the last full summer of my life without having to worry about when I am going to stream. Since I am going to be a senior in college this upcoming year, after that, it is finding a job from here on out and then managing my life around it. Plus, I got multiple people I wanna see friends/family where again could be during times when I usually stream. Lastly I wanna get buff in the gym lol. So concluding all of this I just have a good amount of stuff on my mind that have left me with sleepless nights because of how overwhelming it can be. The good thing is none of this are negatives, I just wanna be able to control my mental state so it doesn't cause me to go into a downward spiral which in all honesty I felt the night I said I didn't sleep. For four fucking hours I was just tossing and turning and I couldn't do it. I don't know whether it was my first time experiencing anxiety or what, but I think it's because of all the things on mind lately. I'm not going anywhere most importantly. Last year before I started doing the giveaway streams I had months of preparation with the thumbnails, shorts, and the 250+ boxes of shinies ready during last summer so during the school year I wouldn't have to worry about spending time doing that over my actual school work or the job I have on campus. So this year I am doing the same so when I return everything is ready to where I don't have to do any work off to the side during this upcoming school year for me which again may be the most important year of my life so far. I have enjoyed every second streaming for you all and although I am going to be gone for a good couple of months. I am not dissappearing nor will I be ending streaming entirely. If you wanna chat or @ me at any time feel free to in the discord that's why I made it. I'll be sending memes or just random shit every once in a while just to let you know I haven't gone MIA. Additionally, I have spent a good portion of my money to get my webcam, second monitor, external mic, and green screen so definitely not gonna just be like "yeah I'm totally fine leaving a loyal fanbase and the hundreds of dollars I dropped on equipment, it isn't much but again I spent that money for this channel. I hope you all can stick around until I return which I'd have to guess would be August or September whichever the school year starts, I'd love to see familar faces, but if I don't see you again regardless of if you've shown to one stream or every single one of them, thank you. I never dreamed I would enjoy this as much as I have had since I started last year in May, and that is why I don't plan on stopping, but for my wellbeing this period of absence is needed. Yap is over, but please understand as this is a difficult decision for me to make as it will definitely negatively impact my channel, but at this point in my life I think it is a good move for my individually in the long term career wise and personal state.
YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS😱😱😱😱
THIS IS THE NEW STREAM SCHEDULE!! I tried doing Pokemon Insurgence and forgot to save the fucking file so I'm just gonna move on to the things that I've done on this channel already until Pokemon ZA comes out or if I just feel like doing something on the Wii or whatever comes to my mind. Fact of the matter is I am busy as HELL and if anybody was in the stream tonight might have been able to guess because I could not focus on chat or what was going on in the game (you all know I'm a retard but my fuck ups tonight were far worse than other streams) because I have been incredibly busy on school, work, internships, and of course figuring out what to do on this channel because I have no finite plan. I'm gonna take another break this week from streaming BUT if you wanna hang out with me every now and then join the discord for when I'm chilling in vc or notifying when I stream discord.gg/nWAvZQ4mze Besides that just bare with me at the moment once I get finals week done and I'm on summer break from my job I can focus on enjoying my time streaming with you guys and not be trying to think about multiple different tasks at the same time.
Wow
Will be returning to shiny giveaway streams on the 13th of March just gonna be away from my dorm for spring break. To stay updated on my scheduling and be notified for my livestreams join the discord I “@“ the server before I go live every time. discord.gg/NExhBm96ju
What do you think will be in the Pokémon direct tomorrow morning? youtube.com/live/FvUs9MzXXHM?si=odPsP0up1YtKWjww
NEW RAP TAG JUST DROPPED WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS
To everyone that is not apart of the discord. I will not be streaming this upcoming week. Some things happened in my personal life that I may share when I return the following week but just wanted to let everyone know the schedule change. Please understand as this is not ideal but I don’t want to be on YouTube right now when my mood will make the quality and experience for me and you all worse. Love everybody and hope to see you when I return.
My main man schmedia just made a vid go check it out!
Idk why I can't give the option on streams to show it but if you wanna be a member of GDQ GO TO THIS LINK youtube.com/channel/UCk0RGQRgpW8JQ7fVOt5PwrQ/join