Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Small updates:
I will be uploading a ton this week. Even though my internet hasn't be great, I'll still try. Real ones know why. Prepare your subscriber feeds. IDGAF.
Second channel is progressing. I have yet to make the actual YouTube channel, but I am preparing the content. It's coming along. The plan is an October or November launch, although I will delay it to next year if need be. Real ones know where to check on its progress.
See you tomorrow.
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Updates:
Progress on the second channel has slowed, but it's still being worked on. I planned on a fall launch, but I might delay it until 2025. If you've noticed some videos from this channel has been missing, that's why. I planned on putting better versions on the second channel (or they were marked as for kids and not doing me any good here anyway), but with life throwing things at me as usual, I didn't have the time to work on it.
Sonic output has slowed due to me trying to push a very long HDR video through over the past year or so. It processes and all and I get SDR and surround and stuff no problem, but HDR just doesn't happen. Maybe it's the length (it's almost 12 hours in length)? I'm not sure, but I'll try for one more month.
Which leads into the next announcement. I'll try to return to uploading shorter videos daily in September with the occasional long video instead of focusing on long videos. I want to see if this approach improves channel performance. YouTube is kind of like playing the lottery with each video being a lottery ticket. The more videos you upload, the better your chances.
Lastly, I've been accepted into the limited beta test for MechaBreak. Recording and stream is allowed this time so expect to see alot of that in the coming weeks. It won't be what you're used to, but I'll commentate/record and I urge you to watch. I was in the previous beta and the game was really fun there. It should be even better now.
Thanks for supporting the channel so far. Sorry for the lack of content.
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Sonic Rumble beta starts today at 8pm EST. They have lifted content restrictions, so I will be able to record and stream it. I shall stream on Twitch at twitch.tv/anon7906 and will put higher quality footage on here later.
Youtube is having issues with HDR processing. I won't be doing HDR for this anyway, but this is the reason why there hasn't been anything in a while. Anyway, look forward to the stream.
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Happy Easter! Here are some updates for you:
- Sonic Heroes A Ranks has been done since Summer 2023, but whenever I upload it, I don’t get HDR. That's the hold-up at the moment. The video is huge, so I guess I just need to keep trying and let YouTube cook.
- J-Stars Victory VS. made ten years a couple of weeks ago. A new video of it has been made and uploaded. I'm just waiting for HDR to become available.
- I am aware of RTX HDR, but I can't use it until they fix the multi-monitor issue. I will continue to use Auto HDR for the time being.
I have nothing else at the moment. Thanks for your support despite my lack of uploading. Maybe that will change in the coming months.
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I will be dumping all of My Hero Ultra Rumble content in the coming days instead of waiting for HDR to become available since YouTube is clearly having issues with that. There will be multiple videos a day. Might not upload anything after that until 2024 unless some of my other videos are ready before then. I doubt I'll make it that far anyway. Thanks for understanding.
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I've gotten a handful of questions on my physical being and mental state. I'll try my best to clear things up with this community post, especially since people thought I might have done it by now.
1. Am I suicidal? Yes. It's been on-and-off for the past four to five years now. I know people like to say it gets better, but it really doesn't.
2. What's the issue that's making me feel this way? I'd rather not go into that in public. It's a combination of things that are recently reaching their apex. Please note that it has nothing to do with YouTube.
3. Why did I make a community post hinting towards me doing it? As you know, no one wants to end their own life. They just want to end their suffering. Yes, one would argue that if I really wanted to do it, I would not have said anything. The real reason is that this is a hobby I've poured a third of my life into and I figured my small fan base deserved an explanation if uploads stopped happening completely (they definitely will stop at some point).
4. What can you do to help? Nothing. If you do want to waste your time convincing me to stick around either here or on discord then go ahead. That energy would be better spent on something more important though. I'm nothing and should be treated as such.
Anyway, I'm currently in the desperation stage, finding dumb reasons to stay alive or distracting myself with pretty much anything. I constantly make promises or remind myself of future dates so I don't disappoint anyone or have something in the future to look forward to. It's becoming tiring though. I don't know how much longer I can fool myself into thinking that everything's okay when my mental state is on fire and my emotions have given up.
tl,dr, nothing has changed and I still look forward to the day I stop being such a coward and just do it. You're probably tired of my whining, so I'm going to wrap this up with more important information:
- I've been having trouble uploading stuff to YouTube in HDR recently which happens from time-to-time. As always, YouTube support has no idea what's going on. They said to re-upload. Sonic Unleashed All Acts has been re-uploaded. If HDR becomes available for it, the old video will be removed and the new one will become public. The same has been done for Sonic Heroes A Ranks.
- Where's Sonic Frontiers Update 3 coverage? It's hard to explain. I'm dead mentally, just not yet physically. I feel like a walking corpse. Mentally, I've given up and that extends to here which is the main reason, even more than the above point, why there hasn't been a video in almost six weeks.
- What about Sonic Superstars? Look at the above question.
- Will I be uploading anything else? Outside of waiting on HDR for Sonic Unleashed, Sonic Heroes, Fate/Samurai Remnant, and My Hero Ultra Rumble, I doubt it. If you see a video for anything other than these games, that means my mental state has improved.
I hope this community post has answered your questions. As an aside, I got 30:09 in Sonic and the Black Knight last month. Yes, I still play that nonsense when I have nothing else better to do. Funny how that works. I don't know if I have it me to continue with that though.
As always, please check out better Sonic YouTubers to get your Sonic fix if you're here for that or better anime games YouTubers if you're here for that. My channel is the definition of lazy. I'm shocked it has come this far. There are other YouTubers out there who put way more effort into their production than I do and they deserve more attention than me. This will probably be my last community post.
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This is a timed community post that was made in August. I didn't want to break the tradition of me giving out presents (videos) to you on my birthday. Some videos will be made public on this day (I haven't decided how many yet, most likely four). The point of this community post is to warn you that even though these videos have been made public, it does not mean that I'm back. This was all set up before my planned exit from my life. Please note, I have no idea if HDR will be available for these videos since I can't check.
PS, chances are high I miss SAGE this year so if I do, I apologize in advance. Better Sonic YouTubers will have better coverage of the event than I would have done so check them out instead.
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How is it going? I won't be around for an undetermined amount of time. If I never return, it means I did the deed. If I do return, then that means I failed or got help.
Sonic Heroes A Ranks and Sonic Unleashed All Levels are still cooking (HDR isn’t available for them yet). If that happens before I do the thing, I'll make them public. Don't worry about that.
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Hello everyone. I have some small updates.
Auto HDR Sonic Heroes A Ranks has been done and uploaded since mid-June. HDR still isn't available for it yet which is expected since the video is 11 and a half hours and close to YouTube's file size limit. My prediction was for YouTube to take two months to process it. Let's see if HDR becomes available for it before the end of next week.
Since I got Auto HDR working with RPCS3, I put the other Sonic projects on pause to get Sonic Unleashed done since that has been requested in the past. All Acts with DLC is about halfway done. Story mode will be done in one sitting using the No Medal Requirements mod this weekend since I'll be less-likely to be interrupted.
There will be a Jump Force video today. There will be a HDR J-Stars video later on in the month. I will make another Exoprimal video before the end of the week. HDR Sonic P-06 S Ranks will happen either this month or next month. Auto HDR Super Mario Sunshine is planned. Auto HDR Rayman 3 is planned. Auto HDR Madworld is planned. Auto HDR Anarchy Reigns is planned.
There will be some more Auto HDR test videos in the near future. They won't lead into anything until later on in the year (if I'm still alive by that point) so don't get your hopes up when you see them.
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How have you been liking the Auto HDR videos? They take substantially longer to make and they longer they become, the longer it'll take for YouTube to process. I thought a couple more would be ready this week (Sonic Heroes), but HDR isn't available for those two videos yet and I apologize.
While we wait for more of those, let's talk about what's in store for the channel outside of the usual Sonic and anime nonsense.
- I have received a copy of PS5 Exoprimal from Capcom through rainmaker.gg. Expect to see videos of me mashing with Zephyr in the coming weeks. I'll try to play other suits, but it'll be rare.
- I will be playing and making videos of My Hero Ultra Rumble when that releases in the fall if I'm still around.
- I have missed out on my Koei Tecmo coverage due to my situation not too long ago. It will return in the fall if I'm still around.
- I will try to diversify my HDR output and not only do Sonic, although Sonic will always be the focus.
- I will return to covering Sonic fan projects and what not when SAGE returns in September if I'm still around.
How does that sound? Much to look forward too, right?
Anyway, I can't seem to get rid of the demons. Not sure how long I cling to the little bit of hope I have left. Maybe things will change and maybe they won't. Who knows? I just want to thank all that have stuck by the channel so far. Hit me up on discord at anon7906 if you have any questions. For now, I'll continue making content while managing my suicidal thoughts. Stay safe out there.
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This channel's purpose is to provide high-quality walkthroughs, playthroughs, or guides of any video game that I enjoy. The focus will always be the Sonic the Hedgehog series, but occasionally, other games will make an appearance. I record all content myself and as of 2020, exclusively output in 4K with certain videos being in HDR.I always provide timestamps to important bits, and provide transformative editing with the goal of producing professional-level footage and informative guides/tutorials of a variety of games to help viewers around the world make progress in the games on this channel.
You can use videos on the channel for your own. All I ask is that a shoutout is given and it isn't just a simple reuploading.
Thanks to both SEGA and Koei Tecmo for their support throughout the years.
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