Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
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Me when Jesus 🤗
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today was a level 10 crash out day and my nervous system is throughhhh the roof 🤩🥰
i think if i scream at the top of my lungs for a minute or two into my pillow i will feel a lot better tho i will update you guys 👍🏼
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me in a nutshell
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fave verse rn 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
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does anyone else have a family friend who you used to be best friends with, did everything with, and who you’ve always been silently shipped with, and you guys used to go down to pond and shovel off the snow and ice skate together for hours, and go feed the goats and water the garden and swim and eat dinner with our families, and the older you guys get the more you grow apart, and now you hardly see each other anymore, and when you do it’s like you don’t even know each other anymore, and now he’s got a girlfriend and you want to be happy for him but part of you just aches because part of you has always loved him, and now you have dreams about him all the time and what you couldn’t been instead of actually seeing him or talking to him, and when you wake up you’re crying and can’t get out of bed for an hour, and you feel bad for having a dream about him because he literally has a girlfriend, but you can’t help it, and you’re scared they’ll get married because then you’ll have to go to the wedding and watch him marry someone else when you know it shouldn’t been you, and you can never realllyyy like another guy because part of your heart will ALWAYS belong to him and he doesn’t even know it. and when you see him now (like once or twice a year)you give each other a hug and make some small talk, even though you’ve been dreaming about seeing him again and everything you’d do any say, and how this would be the day he realizes he’s always loved you too? anyone else? just me?
anyways lowkey serving ‘if he had been with me’ except just the part where they used to be close and now they aren’t.
that was supposed to be like 1 sentence chat what happened…
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when i say im a thought daughter, i mean im a THOUGHT daughter, period.
like catch me sitting in my shower, going on three hour walks 4-5 times a week, sitting on a doc i found who knows where listening to music and starting at the lake/river every single night, laying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours, late night drives, yep.
think you’ve thought of something i haven’t?
nope, sorry, try a different girl.
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THIS SONG IS SO GOOD
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my greatest decision was to live a life fully enamored with Jesus, fully, deeply, madly in love.
it has brought beauty back to my life, beauty and love for everyone and everything that can only be explained by the love of Jesus ❤️
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one thing about me is the story of the woman with the issue of blood will never fail to make me sob.
earlier this summer i had an encounter with God that marked my heart in a very special way and engraved this story into my own story.
i was at a wedding venue for a worship night, and as everyone else was in the barn worshipping i just felt led to walk down into the “secret garden.”
as i walked i was just worshipping and praying and when i looked up i saw the cross under an arch of trees, with the robe flowing in the wind and the lights glimmering on it. and it was like my legs started walking towards it without me even trying to.
i kept walking, in an awed silence, and the closer i got to the cross, i started feeling Jesus walking right next to me, holding my hand, leading me to the cross. when i got the the cross i heard Jesus say to me “kneel down and touch the hem of my robe” and obviously im human and flawed so all i could think abt is “what if someone looks over here and thinks im crazy” and God was just saying to me “hey, you can’t keep caring what they think of you.
you. cannot. keep. caring. what. they. think. of. you.
If you reallly want me, you need to want me UNASHAMED. you need to be so desperate for me that nothing else matters but listening to my voice, hearing my heart.
you cannot keep living in fear if man.
kneel down and touch my robe”
and i had to make a decision right then whether i was going to ignore the voice of God simply because of my pride and insecurity in short, or whether i was going to be obedient to Him at the cost of a little embarrassment.
and it wasn’t easy. there were people around, but i knew i couldn’t ignore His voice anymore.
so i knelt down and grabbed the edge of His robe.
I can’t explain the next moments to you because they were truly to holy and precious for words, but after around four years of seeking His healing, bagging, crying out to Him to heal me, I just went “Jesus, I just want you. I surrender myself completely to you. use me Jesus” and i decided to just seek His heart instead of Just what He could give me, and He brought the healing right to me the second i was obedient and touched His robe. as soon as i surrendered myself, my PRIDE, my fear of man to Him and said “hey, i want you, all of you and i’m not gonna hide that anymore, He not only gave me freedom, but not even 50 seconds after I said “God use me” and realllyyy meant it, He gave me an opportunity to be Jesus for in someone’s life that needed it.
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I just wanted to encourage all of you,
FULLY surrender to Jesus and live a little undignified for Him and see what happens, because sometimes that’s all that’s between you and your breakthrough.
there is healing waiting for you on the other side of fear of man. YOU CANNOT LIVE IN FEAR OF GOD IF YOU ARE LIVING IN FEAR OF MAN
i cannot say that enough.
if we are living, so worried abt what everyone thinks of us, we won’t be able to live in the freedom God designed us for. if we are living in the fear of man, what makes us different then anyone else? God has called us to BOLDLY proclaim your faith, but you cannot boldly proclaim your faith if you don’t have any faith to proclaim. and i can promise you rn if you fully, completely surrender yourself and everything else to Him, what He will do with that is going to give you soo soo much faith.
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I don’t know if it is truly possible to live completely free of fear of man until heaven, but for me, its been a choice, every second of everyday whether i’m going to be obedient to Jesus and surrender my all the Him or whether i’m going to be so caught up in myself and what other people think ( which by the way all they’re thinking about is themselves too anyways so why even worry) and sometimes i mess up, like a lot. But i’m learning and growing, and my faith is being built up every time i say yes to Him.
and all because I simply said yes. I just want you Jesus. take my everything, become my everything. USE ME. and God used my simple prayer, and He WILL use yours too 🫵🏼❤️
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Jesus saved me 🤍
LET EVERYTHING THAT HAS BREATH PRAISE!!
psalms 69:9 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
Jesus loves you so so much more than you could ever imagine and He’s waiting for you to let Him into your heart, and I can tell you right now it’s SO worth it, and you will not regret it ❤️
If you need prayer or have questions I’m here for you pookies, hit me up 😏🫵🏼
You are enough (because He is enough)
You are strong (because His is your strength)
you are loved (He will ALWAYS love you)
you are capable (not by your strength but by His)
you are not to much (He made you perfectly and uniquely)
you were made to have joy!!! (ONLY FOUND IN HIM 🙌🏼🙌🏼)
you were beautifully and wonderfully made in the very image of a God who sees you, knows you, and loves every single part about you, so lift your head a little higher, because you are a daughter/son of King Jesus!!