Hey everyone,
If you follow me on Twitter you may already know that some parts of 2019 for myself have been really tough, between my brother being in the ICU for nearly 2 months and my father passing away a few weeks ago it hasn't been the best at times to say the least. Even with parts of this year being some of the most trying, low and difficult times of my life currently, I have tried my best to keep up with content but ultimately I failed to do so because I've felt extremely unmotivated. I should have been covering MHW Iceborne, I should have been covering some Souls-likes such as Surge 2 and Code Vein, and I definitely would like to make more Remnant content, but right now, frankly, I just don't a shit unfortunately. I tried my best to at least honor all of the contracts for sponsorships I had agreed to before my dad passed, but I had stuff lined up from July to December. I lasted a few months but I got nothing left in the tank. I just cancelled all of the remaining contracts I had lined up for the remainder of 2019.
Thank you for putting up with my awful and spotty-at-best upload schedule. I'm not going to tell you that "I love you all" like one of those fake ass YouTubers, but I definitely appreciate your continued support and dedication which allowed and affords me the opportunity and privilege to take time off work when I need it -- sometimes for much longer than I should -- and the ability to pursue my dreams. Thank you for that.
Long story short, I'm taking the rest of the year off for myself to spend some time with family and friends and to work on some personal projects. I'll see you in 2020.
- Steve
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So YouTube added this tab. It's basically trying to be Twitter. The only difference is people actually use Twitter.
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Hi, I'm Steve, or TerraMantis.