Improve your life, maybe find your answers, or better yet, new questions that lead you to YOUR answers. We all have to walk our own path alone, but we can definitely help each other out.
Disclaimer, nothing is to be taken as advice, medical or otherwise, because the whole effort is to get you to find what works for YOU. Empowerment, Support, Inspiration and all that. If you need professional help, please find someone good and qualified in real life.