I've been thinking about this a lot lately and I want to openly express it here:
If, when I die, whether it be in the near or distant future, and the listed cause of my death is cancer, I don't want anyone saying, afterwards, that I lost my battle with cancer.
No way. Don't you dare say it!
Whether I become cancer free and live and die of old age or whether I die of cancer, I will have won the battle either way. If I live, my body, with God's divine doing, has killed off or held at bay the cancer. If I die, the cancer dies too but I will go on with Christ, whereas the cancer will not. The cancer kills its host and, in so doing, kills itself. As a result, I'm released to spend my eternity in perfect peace, perfect harmony, and perfect love with my new heavenly body. The cancer just dies.
So no. I will not have lost my battle with cancer. I will have beaten it either way.
Don't any of you forget that, ever!
#livingwithcancer #cancerkiller #cancerneverwins #coloncancer #coloncancerawareness
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Made it home from Italy. I don't think the trip did my cancer much good so I'll probably suffer for a little while until I can get back on track with my regimen.
This week I will begin my move to Tennessee where I'll be able to start filming actual videos again. Looking forward to having my own space and my own things again. Early next month I'll spend a week in Mexico where I'll receive Dendritic Cell Therapy which will hopefully do wonders for killing off the cancer. Gonna be a busy couple of months!
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The day has arrived! 16 months in the making! I'm heading to Italy!!!
#godisgood #vacationtime #italy #italyhereicome
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I have a pretty good sized gall stone and I asked my doctor (oncologist) today whether we should worry about that and he basically said, well you'll die of the colon cancer so there really isn't any need to fret about the gall bladder.
Thanks for that dude. 🙄
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Oh my soul I'm feeling so sick today! And my daughter has been sick for a week now. The flu is no joke this year!
Went to urgent care just to find out that you can't just walk in there, you have to have an appointment and they were all booked up until closing. WHAAAAAT!?! How is that an urgent care??? Sigh. 😫🤦♀️
In other news, Duke is feeling just fine and has decided I don't need to lay down today. At least not in my actual spot! Sorry, not in HIS new spot!
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I'm at the Hoxsey clinic (Biomedical Center) in Tijuana, Mexico. I've had my blood test, my checkup, and my breakfast and now I'm waiting for test results. This is the lobby of the clinic. I love it here!
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Heading to Hoxsey, with a detour to the San Diego passport office because I realized WAAY too late that I have lost my passport! 😫🤦♀️ #goodjobdoofus
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Bad news with my CEA levels. They've gone up another 60 points or so. The levels are now higher than they've ever been.
Sigh.
The last two months, especially the last month, I've not been eating as strictly as I had been previously, just because of all the things I've been having to do and get done. And I've not been drinking my tonics as strictly on schedule as I should have been. I'm hoping that next month I can get back on a strict schedule and see the numbers start going down again.
If I can't get things under control, well, by this time next year I could be in big trouble. Please keep me in your prayers!
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Hello and God bless to everyone who is celebrating tomorrow. I do not celebrate this holiday but I know nearly all of you are so I hope your time with friends and family is happy and blessed.
2025 is coming. What do you hope for in the new year? I, of course, hope to become cancer free and to spend better and more time with my children and grandchildren. And, who knows? Maybe I'll find a wonderful partner to share my life with too.
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Welcome to We All Have a Story. My name is Jennifer. I'm a real estate agent and this channel is an autobiographical channel where I tell my story about my journey towards wellness from a life of emotional trauma from the time I was a child, a teenager, in my marriage, as a parent, and after my divorce. It chronicles my life as a child, growing up in the Army, my relationship with a toxic mother and step-mothers, my travels, my marriage to a covert narcissist and the resulting C-PTSD, living as a military wife, my struggles with parenting, a whole lot of other mental health topics, and NOW also my journey through my new diagnosis of colon cancer (as of 10/2023). I also showcase my daily life, mostly in shorts, which includes my 2 dogs and cat.
We all have a story and this is mine.